If she's still reading the poems i told her not to
I wouldn't mind anymore
because my mind is filled with too much paranoia to give a **** now
i have my episodes where I can't forget things
well lets just stay
i am on a loop
well you made things too explicit
took away the one thing you knew i clinged onto
can't act as free as i was back then
well thanks for cutting down the wings which now i grew one again
am still in contact with you
just being the way i was
and will be
and I would like to hear it from you this time that you made it till here reading not accepting these things into your brain
I don't know why I can't let loose on this ****
and i write this after a long time
because i am on one of those episodes right now
thinking of your maybe deceit
If you are reading this , you prove out to be filled with back stabbing treachery .
a gift to you my beloved .
you are gonna regret if you are already here
By reading this you just failed yourself a little more .....
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I know
I'm disgusted with
all of
humanity
and I'm telling you
it won't work
that Way.
You reach one goal
you set another it's
endless.
The only way out of The
loop
is to love the
right now

Take a look at yourself
You can aspire
Have the fire, passion, and precision
To reach even higher
It is in you
Challenge yourself
Make your world impeccable
Reach for that top shelf

Call the ones you
care for
while you have the
chance they
move now but who
knows When they end the
dance
life is one
big culmination of
circumstance so
take not part in
worry It's
a story
things will happen and
we'll be
okay

Jesus is my God
Jesus is my spouse
Jesus is my life
Jesus is my only Love
Jesus is my all in all
Jesus is my everything.

Author: Mother Teresa.