DaniBella

DaniBella Feb 2019

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poem*

Leave me in the graveyard , till my time has come
Lay me down to rest, I'm tired , I'm done
Rock me back to sleep
I'll dream a good dream
Don't wake me up, don't want to wake to this reality
Throw me in the fire
Watch me burn, turn the heat up higher
Watch me as I melt, drink me like liquor
Bend me and mold me, just the way you want
Hopefully one day I'll be enough
Take my heart out on the surgery table
Dig me and ***** me with your needle
Watch me as I bleed
Don't need your help, don't need to breathe
Drown me in my own blood
See if it will make me tough
Grind me till I'm nothing
Beat me till I'm something
Take me and break me
Use me and abuse me
Treat and mistreat me
Always deceiving
Take away my eyes, don't want to see what I look like
I'm such a mess...
Thanks for your help.

D.A.S

DaniBella Jun 2018

Reality

Doesn't matter how bad I want you
I know you'll never belong to me

No matter how much i love you
I know you'll never love a perfectly imperfect human like me

It's just reality

Jun 2018

dina

catch up

how's it been,
living life
to the fullest
while wrapped
in someone else's arms?

how's it been,
turning away
from someone
who loved you
with ardor greater than she thought?

how's it been,
disregarding
the times you've had,
which were so real
that leaving them was unthinkable?

how's it been
now that we've caught up?

meeting up with an ex was less embarrassing and nervewracking than i thought. instead, i was enveloped in so many words that i had to spit out at them to make them able to comprehend what had happened to me.

#breakup #catch #up #life #love #ardor #time #unthinkable

DaniBella Jun 2018

Broken

deletes you*

99.9%

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Jun 2018

Edmund black

Restless Poetic Mind

In some crazy way
like  being loved
Poetry  gives me
Strength and
Motivation
at times it’s
all I  have
It’s where
I escaped
It’s Where I
feel right at home
my happy
state of mind
Where I take
my mental
Essence to
a higher plateau
Where words
becomes Arts
Never ceased
to amazed
Let the ink
dance  with
my mind
Tango enlightenment
Impossible to avoid
ink splattered
all over
my thoughts
It’s like swimming
In the Black Sea
with full consent
into a black hole
Impossible to
let go
Orientation put
me into a dazed
But not for long
anticipating
memory fades
Ruined  expressions
like mind on fire
seeking for the  river
Put words together
analyzed all
the dance strides
my ink had taken
Scrutinized
what It all means
and make sense
      of it all
Nevertheless
keep my insanity
Is The duel
being  fought
Enduringly
into the abyss of
The poetic  mind

Sometimes even when I’m not trying to think About what to write , without notice without warning words starts popping inside my head to a point at times I may have to stop whatever it is that I’m doing to write it down before it disappears for ever ... not an easy task but it’s what I love doing ;)

DaniBella Jun 2018

Treasure

I can read between the lines
I can see the truth and lies
It would all be clear before my eyes

But i haven't seen your truth, or your lies
I cant find the space between your lines
Like troubled waters you appear
Hard to get you still so i can hear

I can't see the bottom of your lake
Your depth is like a never ending maze
So much to know, so much to say
Yet you find it hard to articulate

Your mystery is intriguing
You always leave me wondering
What's next to happen
Finding you was an adventure
Helping you find you will be like helping find treasure

~Daniela

#love #mystery

Jun 2018

AMISHA

YOU

The crunch of autumn leaves was the sound of when you smiled.
The rising sun, caressing me like the colors wild.

I wish you had known this but you didn’t have a clue.
The only thing I hate more than waiting,
is waiting for you.

A.S.

#poetry #poem #love #autumn #feelings