I'm mentally and emotionally drained
I've given all of my love
It's been all used up
I don't have the fight in me to carry on
This pain I feel is too strong
I act out impulsively
Kind words repulse me
No matter how much I need it
I just can't feel it
I'm uncomfortably numb
Stupid & dumb
Go live your life, give your love to someone who is capable
Someone who is unbreakable
Why should I torture your beautiful soul
Just because I'm not in control
You deserve more
You shouldn't have to pick me up from the floor
You tried to help me and for that I give you credit
But it will be too late by the time you've read this

I'm feeling sad, bitter and raw
I've thrown all my emotions out the door
My absence you haven't noticed
Preoccupied with stress and sadness
Too busy chasing dreams failing to see what is falling apart at the seams
Neglecting those you love until disaster makes you see
There are problems in life
as well as dreams

Fail to tell me
Keep on neglecting me and I won't be able to control of all this fire that burns down deep inside of me
Maybe if you spoken to me
I would have known
Maybe if I knew
I'd choose a different tone
Why didn't you think to ask me for help?
I would have given you all of myself

Don't think for one minute that your stress would push me to my limit
I'm here for you, I have been from the moment we started this
Whatever THIS is
So let's agree to keep up communication
Stopping any further frustration

Our first row
Passionate and true
Fire burning
Your eyes turning blue
But we settle it with a kiss
And go back to whatever this is

I’m sorry
I’m sorry I pay attention to your wrists
But I do it because you’re beautiful and unbroken and I want the whole world to know
I want everyone too see how beautiful your skin is that your mother and father made, and how perfectly imperfect it is

I’m sorry I pay attention to your wrists
But I do it because I’m scared and worried that I won’t be able to protect you more than a knife ever did
I want you to know how loved you are and how you’re one of the best people I’ve ever met

I’m sorry I pay attention to your wrists
But I do it because I never want you to ever be hurt again; by other people or yourself
I want you to know how strong you are, and that no matter who hurts you, I believe you can pull through because you’re amazing

I’m sorry I pay attention to your wrists
But I do it because every single scar reminds me how I was too late
I wanted to be there more and even now, I continue to miss you and worry constantly, fearing that you’ll disappear from my life and I won’t be able to be a better friend

I’m sorry
I’m sorry I pay attention to your wrists
I don’t mean to do it to draw people’s attention
I know you’ve gotten enough of that already
Quick glances or long stares
I just want you to know
I’m here
And
I
Care

Moving to this path was an excellent manoeuvre

A key to a brighter future

Through this life I have walked
Listened more than I talked
Now I've learnt my lessons I stand here and preach
For what I know, no one can teach

I've seen the magic in front of my face
I've felt it, touched it and it had a beautiful taste
It taught me my mission is to help others strive
To be a better person and thrive
To stand up for what is right
Putting perspective in sight

Listen to these words that I speak
I'm not a ****** or a freak
Im here to Inspire
To bring you all that you desire
A nudge in the right direction
My undivided attention

I am a child to the moon
A stand-alone spiritual warrior
I cause no harm or bring no bother
For these secrets that I hold
Forever to be untold
Give me the power and light
To make everything right

So listen to the words I speak
If it's happiness you seek

Friendly pokes
***** jokes
Someone has misheard:

-Are you some kinda perv?
-I struck some kinda nerve?

Awkward looks
into boots.

Who will be the first
to change the topic,
pitch of talking?
Can this be reversed?

It was just an impulse.
Yes, it is that simple
when it's not rehearsed.
Who's that good with words?

Smile and let's move on.
Let us not be dull.
Moods will come and go
so on the go we learn.