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Keep walking with your head raised high

You think your worlds about to end because you were burned therefore thought you would die

Little did you know that these fires and storms

Were just the beginning so you began to conform

Your head began to bow beneath the beatings anger and rage of the devil

Yet you cried out to the God who you thought loved you enough to make these storms level

But what you don't understand is that it takes fire to purify gold

Don't bow your head

Don't give the game away

Don't give Satan the satisfaction he's trying to beat out of you

Look him straight in the eyes

Break the ties

Face him head on

But don't be stupid and think that you can win on your own strength

Cause if you do your vision will be lucid

God gave you the power to overcome mountains

You may not see Him working but I can tell you He's there

So don't give up without a care

Keep your head up and keep moving forward

You thought you were beat but little did you know you had Jesus on your side

In him love abides

Don't discredit his power

For He is God

And He is in you if you receive him
Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans I have for you, "declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
I really don't know what I'm doing

Sitting here at this computer typing out words

Not really sure what to say

It's hard to come to ask for help sometimes

It's hard to tell someone you're hurting

It's hard to admit you ******* up

It's hard when people value their pride over you

It's hard to come too God and ask to feel his love when you feel like you failed him over and over and over again

But he's still always there

It's hard for me to look up and tell him what I did even though he already knows

But he's still there

Waiting for me to come back

It's hardest to come back to him when it hurts
Why is it

America the land of the free, the home of the free

Decided to take away the freedom of over 60 million babies

They took their choice to live from them

60 million silent cries for help and we just sit here and debate about what a fetus is

60 million silent cries for help

Who will stand for them?

Who will speak to save the lives of the unborn?

Life starts at conception

If a woman isn't pregnant with a human life

She must not be pregnant

I pray God would forgive America

For unjustly murdering the lives of innocent children

60 million silent cries for help

I will stand for them

Even if I stand alone
She has make up on and her face looks pretty. Kathleen blows out the match and looks up.

"Hello Kate," Jack says and sits down.

"My name isn't Kate. It's Kathleen." The bourbon makes Kathleen feel confident. "Hello, Dell," She says mockingly. "You know Sue worships your ***. She just loves to call you, Dell. She thinks Dell is such a **** name." Kathleen takes a last drag on her cigarette and rubs it out in the ash tray. What should I call you?"

"How about, Darling?"

She looks up from the whiskey glass she is fondling in her slim hands. "Hello, Jack, Darling." Her soft, deep voice whispers accenting his name and the word, Darlin.

Kathleen crosses her legs and the black dress rides up to the middle of her thigh.

Jack glances at the milky white flesh between the blue ***** hose and the hem of her dress. She is drunk, but Dell does not care. He leans forward. "Do you wanna dance?"

"But no one else is dancing."

"Well, we could go to the beach and walk along the sand."

"It's 20 degrees out there." She takes the glass and swallows the last of the whiskey. "We'll freeze."

"I'll keep you warm."

In the other room the kitchen door swings open as Paul Keater and Bob O'Malley come rushing out, talking, laughing and rubbing their noses.

"Come let's dance." says Kathleen.

Jack stands up and takes her hand. She rises and as he draws her close her ******* flatten out against his chest. Jack feels her heart thumping.

Across the smoke filled crowded room, the bride is cutting the wedding cake. "That's a beautiful wedding gown." Kathleen tells Jack as he moves her around the ***** floor in and out of the circles of light cast by the overhead lamps. " Theresa looks beautiful."

"So do you." Jack holds her tighter.

"Do you really think so?" Kathleen is flattered. She is perpetually surprised if some one thinks she is pretty.

"I do," He says with sincerity.

She rests her head on Delleto's shoulder. The man with the bruised face disturbs Kathleen.

Most men like to talk about themselves. They have a need to tell what they own or what they can do well. They need to impress and when Kathleen is with one of her men he genuinely awes her.

Lifting her head off of his shoulder, "Does your face hurt?"

"Only when I laugh or cry," he says as he moves Kathleen in and out of the circles of light.

"Jack Delleto has anyone ever told you, your a strange man?"

"Just my mother."

"Did you win?"

"What does it matter? Sometimes tryin is more important. Not giving up. "

"you lost."

"Yeah."

" Kate, what's important to you?"

Kathleen raises her head off of his shoulder to look up at him. "I don't want to depend on welfare and other people and I want to send my son to college. But most of all I want a home." She rests her cheek against his. I lived in foster homes all my life and I always knew one day I'd have to leave.

"Do you know the difference between a house and a home."

Jack thinks for a moment, "No, I' don't."

And her voice is a roaring whisper in his ear.

"LOVE."

The song comes to an end. Kathleen takes a cigarette from the pack on the table and puts it to her lips.

Jack strikes a match and the light flickers in her eyes. "Maybe, sometimes you'll tell me about your home."

"Do you want me too?" She leans forward and puts the cigarette to the flame. The flame flickering in her eyes.

"Yeah." Jack blows out the match.
When I can't get back up
When I'm drowning and I can't see the surface
When I'm broken
When I'm beaten
When I don't know why
When I can't see past the day
When I can't see past the knife
God please put me on my knees
Show me your peace
Show me your love
Father open my eyes to your grace
When I'm at my weakest screaming for help
Put me on my knees
Raise my hands
Fold my fingers
Push them to my forehead
Remind me to pray
What is your dream?

What do you want to do for your life?
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