Step for step,
You can step away,
Or you stay.

It's difficult to sleep without you,
With you, it's rather impossible.

All the points of no return
Are telling me
That I'm gone.

At some point of time,
I'll be fine, you'll be fine,
At some point of marvellous time.

I have a fear of being left
that one day someone
family, friend, or lover
will disappear from my life
as if they were never there
and I would never know why
this irrational fear haunts me
but there is another fear that hurts me even more
if I left my someone
would they feel the same as I would
when I disappear, would no one even blink
would anyone wonder where I went
how everything went wrong
I am terrified that it wouldn't bother them at all
it is not the fear of being left
it is the fear of never being missed
that is so irrational yet so burdensome

I’m sick of all these love songs
Written about another
Sonnets and odysseys
Desperate for a Lover

I want to enjoy the silence
Nihility subdue
Equally alone
As I am with you

I try to reflect Compassion
A metric of good health
Psuedo-neo Truism
Learn to “Love Thy Self”

Today feels different;
Today I feel alive.

Today I feel like the pain was
removed from deep inside.

Today the sky is blue,
today my eyes are bright.

And finally, after months,
today I think I'll try.

I'll try to make a difference,
with my newly renewed passion.

Today I will smile in the most genuine fashion.

If we meet today, I’ll spread my love your way
because today I’ll open my heart,
to betray my dismay.

I'm not too sure why I feel this way,
besides that today just feels different
Today feels okay.