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  Nov 2015 Brandon Crandell
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I AM NOT DEEP.

I just think alot
I'm not weak
I just feel alot
I'm not probing
I just see alot

they whisper
oohh "she so deep"
I ain't loud
I just make words
echo when I speak

I am not
deep,
simply because
I utilize
my mind
to think!

Nothing more
far from less
than just another
intellectual
poetry freak
Brandon Crandell Nov 2015
Music is art
Each note is a pen stroke
Each line put slowly together one by one to create a full masterpiece
Each instrument is a medium
Each genre is the elements and principles
You taught me to be kind
you taught me to forgive
you taught me to use my mind

so upon the day that I die
when ever that may be
I want you to know that I spent my life
doing what you taught me

Their will be a time when I no longer exist
a day where I am buried
but I want you to know that I love you
Dad, Mom and my amazing brother
Ever since I was a kid I have always known that one day I will die, I have always accepted that. Even if one day they are able to make us live for ever, I know in my heart that their will be a day when I choose I want to leave.

I don't know when my final day will be, it might be today or billion years from now, so the purpose of this poem was kinda a reminder to my family that I love them. So if I am to die suddenly, this poem will be my leaving note.

Dear Dad
We've had some good times and bad times, like most people. One thing that I admire about you is you ability to forgive (especially me) I guess that is where I take my ability to forgive from. At the moment of writing this I am 28 years old and living with you for my life as been amazing, even if we do argue occasionaly, but good kind of arguing, you make me think and question things, any person would be lucky to have a dad like you.. My happiest memory, there as been many but I would have to say, the first time I ever won chess agaisn't you, you never let me win, but I didn't give up and when I won it meant so much more.. I know life hasn't been the best friend to you but I do hope that the next life is everything you wish. I love you.

Dear Mom
Hi mom, like dad, we have had good times and bad times, but every family does I guess. Some good times that I remember are playing monopoly, I love that game. I am grateful for the times when you have given me a lift to places and when a few years ago you loaned me some money. I hope that one day soon, you get the things in life that you wish for. I love you.

Dear Brother
Hello, boooooooo, I'm a ghost, lol. (If you reading this after I die) if not then I will see you the weekend. I have no problem admiting this, I love you more than anyone else on this planet, not only are you my brother but I consider you my best friend and I hope and pray that in our next lives that we continue to be friends. I might not have been the best brother growing up and for that I am deeply sorry for. Nearly all my life I have felt alone, but you made me realise that I wasn't truely alone. I enjoy when we talk, I look forward to when we visit each other and I hate it when we fight. I love you and I will always love you.

To everyone else that as read this, I hope that all your wishes come true, I realise that you don't know me, I try to express who I am in my poems but one thing that you should know about me is that I generally do love each and every life form. (You, cats, dogs, mice, aliens, everything)

I hope that I will have many many many more years left and I hope that they will be fun, but I also have to accept that anything can happen so I wanted something out there that I had written to express how I feel.

Thank you for reading and where every you are reading from I hope you are having fun and enjoying the day.
Brandon Crandell Oct 2015
We are all but a disease to this earth
A sickening growth eating away the flesh
Destroying for our own selfish desires
Yet our consciousness grows higher
Making us more remarkable than ever
Brandon Crandell Oct 2015
I am the fear rushing through your veins
Watching you slowly go insane
My sick twisted plot
Tick tock, tick tock
Your times running faster then the speed of a gun shot
Your heart is pumping faster than it can take
Your gonna break
Tare at the pain and watch it bleed
You can't succeed
Your flesh ripping open
There's no hope and
I'm in your head now can you feel me?
I'm that urge that you have to just **** somebody
I'm taking over, taking complete control
I own your soul
The rage
Let it fill you
Let it **** you
Conseal you
Want it and need it
Your only purpose is to feed it
Do what it takes to feed the hate
Brandon Crandell Oct 2015
When i say i love you i mean it
i hope and prey you can see it
i really do care for you
your the first person for me its like a break through
you make me smile when im down and hear the sound
of your voice
everything about you i love i have no choice
starring into your eyes
each time
im with you
i get lost in the things we do
you truley mean the world to me
i hope i can get you to see
and i hope you feel the same
it sure would be a shame
i just want you to know i dont want to lose you
i really do chose you
your the one on my mind 100% of the time
your laugh and smile is like a vile of a highly contagious disease
and we only just planted the seed
to the rest of our life journey

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