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My life I have lived has been
dark
Constantly arguing with myself
whether I am the only one
Who feels as if they are
infinitesimal
Or maybe everyone feels this way
Then I come to the conclusion

No, not everyone feels this way
they can’t
It is a special situation
You have to be a special person
  to be in a special situation
Then again, I’m not so special
The world is oblivious to me
I need to find a way
A way out
Then I found a light
A happier life
But I know no matter
How far I go
The darkness will always be
Calling my name
I do think, darling
If you fixed me deviled eggs
Such work would show you loved me.
Katauta --ancient Japanese 3 line, 19 syllable poem, usually addressed to a lover
 Apr 2015 Brandy Nicole
Raven
This smile fades, across my pale face
when you look over at her
with your gazing blue eyes
and leave me with, another tear to cry
What is love?
Two souls
who are not blinded
to each other's
flaws and imperfections,
but still find
genuine beauty
that others were blinded to.
If I am a madman,
how will I know?
Will I catch a glimpse
of myself climbing
to an empty roof top.
Will I hear an inner laugh
or see that my reflection
is fractured?
How will I know?
Do the perpetual voices
in my head
render me mad?
Or is it just my conscience
arguing my sanity?
I know I am marred
but nobody is perfect.
We are inferior
to ourselves.
And
since when did
brilliance
never harbor
insanity.
Free Verse
 Apr 2015 Brandy Nicole
Creep
Maybe if the world had noticed
all the tears streaking down her cheeks,
and the nooses
that hung from her room,
all the pills
and broken dreams that littered her floor,
maybe then
she'll still be here.
short poem. procrastinating ^^

better off dead
by sleeping with sirens
Driving for hours.
Nothing but road.
Me, head slumped
on one shoulder,
watching the rain
screech across the window.
You took over
as we crossed into Wisconsin,
the pattern of the steering-wheel
embedded in your palms.
Still got coffee from a café
a hundred miles back -
now like gloopy mud stuck in a cup.
The radio throws out
another Bon Iver track
as the wipers squeak
from side to side.
Both of us tired.
I see your eyelids flicker
between awake and not quite awake.
We stop for gas in Mazomanie.
The engine wheezes to a halt,
I hand you thirty bucks
which empties my wallet.
You stumble from the car
in a sluggish daze.
I try to shake my body alive,
my limbs heavy,
bones cracking.
Phone barely has any juice.
Enough to text home
a be home soon.
As we set off again
you give me a kiss,
a dash of caffeine on your lips.
I pinch my skin to a light red.
This is not in a dream.
Written: April 2015.
Explanation: A poem written in my own time - deliberately kept simple. Regards a couple driving home late at night after having been somewhere far away. Mazomanie is a real place in the USA. After looking for places where I could set this poem, the town's name appealed to me, hence its use in the writing, and also as the title. Not based on real events. All feedback welcome as normal.
NOTE: Many of my older poems will be removed from HP in the coming months.
 Apr 2015 Brandy Nicole
Chris
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Upon this elevated perch I sit
Jagged rock and nature’s bleed
Looking out beyond my sight
Knees and hands of weathered seed

Straddling an outward view
Clinging tight to breathless cries
Clouds now form of smoky fill
Cracks evolve of southern skies

Down below the valley sleeps
Curtains closed and bolted doors
Green between the acreage spills
Crumbs are swept from hollow floors

When an anguished howl is heard
Bounding far and chilling wide
Makes me stand, unsure of foot
Destinations run and hide

Dark precedes a warning moon
When two eyes of crimson glare
Break the glass in shards of fear
As my aching eyes do stare

Razor quick and fired flames
Out of breath my thoughts to run
Lightening strikes at where I cringe
Burning skin of tortured sun

Death does come, but eyes still see
Weary as of this forlorn
Tattered dreams long past their prime
When deep beyond a reason born

Still I sit on broken stone
High above the slumbered lanes
So frightened of horizon’s fall
And the light delivered pains

Now many nights and many days
Have crawled amidst my destiny
For when embarks a moon so full
This anguished howl now heard is me
Yes, it is a little dark. I was inspired by a poem read on this site.
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