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By Arcassin Burnham



I miss the sparkle in them,
How they laid my nerves calm,
Taking any defense I have,
From getting too close,
But not coming on too strong,
You know like over the top and such,
Looking for a better place for the base we touch,
You are a supernova,
You are a supernova,
Spinning my head around,
I think I'm crazy for you,
No desperate gestures,
I just want to let you know that..
When I stare into them,
They make me weak,
Turning away from all priorities for the week,
Just come and see you,
And when I see you I stare into those beautiful eyes.
Yeah ....
Define me
put me in a box
and tell me who i should be
if i can't fit in **** me
please **** me
this acking
from being different
of feeling whole
then being left in pieces
its left me weak
its left me more than empty
its left me a black whole
******* in the joy of whoever wants to be near me
now everyone fears me
so define me
because i don't wanna live this life of dieing
do you get it?
i didn't do it for you
i lied for me
all the hurt i gave you
wasnt meant for you
it was for me

*so give it the **** back
Dead on the inside
life is to beautiful to dwell on the sad things
things are to promising to focus on the past
there is a future.for you
dont waste it on what happened before
move forward
because you're worth so much more
I dont want to be alone
i cant stress that enough
i hate being depressed
i.hate not having love
the only being that loves me is God
shouldn't that be enough
why am i awake crying about somone
who gave up on us
i thought i was better
but it keeps running back to me
i would be watching tv
abd realize i have no one who would want to watch it with me
i want to die
but i can't leaves this world knowing
i would hurt somebody
because people only show you they care after your die
my death might cause somone to die on the inside
and that's not right
but im lonely
i hate this depression
why is it only now
that I realize my friends
are your friends
who just tolerated me

why is it only now
that I realize
you where the only  person I had
literally  my everything

why is out only now
when you leave me
that I realize
I was always

*alone
and
i am just here
turning words
into
fantasy
while
you are there
creating dreams
with your
reality

©IGMS
i thought that you will save me from this fantasy
all the tables
are turned
but
all the chairs
are remained
frozen

©IGMS
you can make
all the tables
turned
but you forgot
that there are also
some chairs
to turned
i miss you
even if you are just meter away
and i miss you more
when you will gone far
away

i miss the way you smile
that light up my way
and the way you laugh
at your childish play

i miss your giggle
that captivate me
and your smirk
that mesmerize me

i miss the way you frown
and the sweet scent that you own

i miss the way you walk
and your crazy little talk

i miss all about you
i miss you

Because

i can't have you

©IGMS 2014
and i just wish that you will miss me too

ps:
"I miss you because I can't have you" line is not mine.
to reach your destination,
you must walk slowly
with passion
and dedication

©IGMS
lesson #2 from turtle

use hardship to fuel determination to be able to reach the dream success

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