A part of me just hates you
For who you are and what you've done
But then again it's not your fault
Cause you aren't the only one

In the end I've realized
I'm just a little insane
But is that such a bad thing
When you are screaming my name?

So love me please
Or hate me more
Stay forever my dear,
Otherwise--- there's the door.

I fell
I drowned
You broke my heart

Everything went dark
I sank
To the bottom-most part

I lost all hope
To find light
I dare not live again

But someone pulled me out
and gave me a second chance
And freed me from the binding chains

"The world's unforgiving,
Innocence is meant to be stained
But don't throw away your life"
She said as if in pain.

Day by day, I live in fear
Of what might happen
Everything's so vague and not so clear

But each day that passes by
I learned one thing
I'm lucky to have lived
A second chance in life

I fell
I drowned
You broke my heart

I stood
I rose
And was given a brand new start

*~shadow

Come with me
I'll make you stronger
I'm always here
Just take a step closer

You won't regret it
I just want one thing
Bring me your soul
Now, isn't it amusing?

I'm the only one who cares
Didn't you tell me that?
The only friend when you're in need
Don't pretend that I don't exist

Why do you keep pushing me away?
Is it because of that person?
I'm much more better than him
Why can't you see that?

I can give you immortality
So pick me instead
What can he give you?
Suffering that can make you dead

I can make you immortal
I can make you lose your fears
It is better this way
I won't let you roll your tears

What's that?
You said you're already contented
"He gives me life,
To feel the pain and enjoy its emotions"

......

Congratulations...
You have succeeded
In driving me away
Fighting the MADNESS

But deem me,
I'm always here
I'll keep coming back
When you have your fears

**~shadow

I'm so scared
not because I have never been through it
there are more knives in my back than I can count
my heart is in such small pieces I don't know how to put it back together anymore

I'm scared because I think I might actually like you
I'm scared because I've heard what happens when you really like someone
and its never good

please don't break my heart

Stop being so sweet because I am a sucker for sweet goodies.
And baby, i dont want to be diabetic.