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AnxiousOcean Aug 2018
i am not happy
i am not sad
i am not feeling anything

i am so empty
i am so blank
i am so numb to everything
direct words for direct feelings
AnxiousOcean Aug 2018
these barriers offer isolation
these boundaries provide protection
these walls put everything in chain
because attachments often lead to pain
Because what if Rapunzel wasn't locked up by a witch in a tower but she chose to isolate and protect herself from everyone.
AnxiousOcean Aug 2018
I have napped for a month
Yet rest pelted away
Oh hope, on the wall
Hike like a bike today

Somewhere in Neverland
An island on my hand
The blurred world, so lucid
Peter pan has grown up

The clock speaks; it’s ticking
It is a silent scream
This serene is booming
Roars have been seen running

This Garden of Eden
It greets like a sad smile
I yearn to move mountains
But pain provokes my past
playing with figurative languages and sound devices
AnxiousOcean Jul 2018
I have this wound that will never ever be healed.
I have this big hole that will never ever be fixed.
I have this flaw that will never ever be accepted.
I have this scream that will never ever be heard.
I have this disease that will never ever be cured.
I have this value that will never ever be seen.
I have this storm that will never ever be calmed.
I have this emotion that will never ever be stopped.
I have this regret that will never ever be forgotten.
I have this pain that will never ever be gone.
I have this shame that will never ever be overcome.
I have this love that will never ever be expressed.
I have this thought that will never ever be understood.
I have this life that will never ever be good.
purely negativity
AnxiousOcean Jul 2018
Thy swords neither run quickly nor crawl slowly,
But they walk in a certain speed constantly.
I once was a vessel filled with innocence,
Yet as you ascend, I go beyond my fence.
The small seed that my parents once sowed
Has grown up and is taking his long road.
because it's all about growing and being better every day
AnxiousOcean Jun 2018
oh whoever can see my pain
make it stop
or make me not feel
i'm all alone
i have no home
i need to disappear
help
AnxiousOcean Jun 2018
You need to experience storm to appreciate the rainbow.
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