I miss my dad

he is still alive

-Ann

I paint flowers on the windows in the dead of winter
To remind me of the spring
When we kissed in gardens
That we didn't grow
Now the snow fills the edges of the window
I Wish for you to come home
I paint the sunflower
The one you stole
When we kissed in gardens
We didn't grow
-Ann

I hugged the fire
My skin burns off its bones
The pain underneath
It is almost unbearable
I scramble to keep the fire alive
I am still burning
I ignore the pain
My self-destruction
As I give my heart to those who ask for it
The flames dance
I struggle to keep the spark we once had
You know the one that started this
wildfire
The fire starts to die
I sink to the earth
I blow the air from within my lungs
With the charcoaled remains of this heart
I tell myself I will keep its luminous glow alive
I scream for the fire to take all of me
...
It begs for more

-Ann

I used to love this song
That is until we made out
Drunk on the floor
Now I can't listen
To that **** song anymore!
-Ann

I scream into the cosmos
I wonder how a sky full of jewels could exist in a world so bent on Taking the sparkle out of my eyes
I cry out for reason
I find the subtle silence is all around me
It catches my attention
I stare into the cosmos
The stars tell me to live

I did nothing to deserve this
so it will still be
keep going
find the life you deserve
your peace
-Ann

Darling, you are a wildflower
In a clay ***
forced to grow among the roses
-Ann