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Angel M Apr 2018
It’s hard to imagine that fate
Would bring us back together
To leave me with only the memory
Of your touch, Your kisses,Your embrace

The timing may have been flawed
For our love to truly began
But, hopefully the stars will align
And our paths will cross again

My heartbeat will be like a beacon
Signaling like an alarm
Who’s sole purpose is to one day
Lead you Back into my arms

Until then....
This poem is in hope that one day things will be different and I can have my love. But for now we need to be apart.
Angel M Apr 2018
I drive along a beautiful country road
I can’t see through the tears streaking down my face.

My lashes are damp
My eyes red and swollen
The world seems to stand still for an endless moment

No clouds moving
No wind blowing through the trees
No birds have songs of joy to sing
The only sound is that of my heart beating I my ears.

A bittersweet rain
Fills my broken heart
It takes all that I possess
Not to let it rip me apart

How do I move on
How do I face another day
When The fire of my hopes and dreams
has been doused and washed away

The flames are finally extinguished
Smoke billowing though the air
At long last
Nothing remains but soot and ash
This poem is about the disillusion of a relationship that wasn’t meant to be.
Angel M Apr 2018
I stand here frozen
Trapped in one place
I look towards the horizon
But I stare into space

My mind wonders how
I could have been so dense
My heart and emotions
Overrule logic and common sense

Reflecting on time
Spent draped in a black velvet cloud
The circumstances that led me
To permit treatment I should never have allowed

Viewing my life
Through a sea of gossamer foam
I am faced with the image
Of a person I’ve never known

A realization
That shook me to my core
Transformed into a woman
I could be no more

No longer frozen
No longer transfixed in one place
Looking forward to a future
Filled with loves warming embrace
Angel M Apr 2018
All I ever wanted was to be a part of you life.

To be able to call you on the phone just to hear your voice.
You never answered the call.

To send you random, long and rambling text messages of my Love.
You never replied.

All I wanted was to be able to spend time basking in the glow your presence.  
You kept me in the dark.

I wanted hear your warm, rich laughter and be held close by your side.
You left me alone in the cold.

But what did you want of me?

You wanted to give me just enough food to keep my love alive.
My love died anyway.

You wanted to hold me as an emotional hostage beholden only to you.
The ransom was my heart.

You wanted To leave me entombed in a pergatory
from which I’d never be able to escape.
My soul ached for release.

You wanted to dangle happiness in front of me with no intention of ever letting me grasp it.
I fell into an abyss void of all hope.
Angel M Apr 2018
I want to be with you at 2am when your alarm goes off and life begins to take you away. When you didn’t sleep well and your eyes are red and gritty.

I want to be with you at 3 am when you’re heading out the door with your keys in your hand to kiss you goodbye and tell you have a good day.

I want to be with you at 4pm when you come home exhausted and stressed out. When people have asked so much of you and worn you out. When all you want to do is take a hot shower and sleep for 12 hours. I want to be there to kiss you and wrap you in my embrace.

I want to be with you at 8pm when you’re heading to bed even though I know you won’t go to sleep right away. Especially, while you’re lying there, thinking about the next day and all the things you’ll need to accomplish. I want to be held in your arms and listen to your worries until you feel at peace.

I’d be with you At midnight when you awaken from a restless sleep. When you feel alone and burdened from the weight of responsibility. I want to be there to Stroke your hair and tell you things will get better soon.

I want to be there to support you and give you whatever you need from me, so you’ll feel loved and cherished and wanted.

If I was your’s .....

I’d give you all this and so much more.
This is for a guy who I love but he’s emotionally unavailable.

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