there were galaxies between us
but you still needed space.

When you left
You made me feel weak
Like I did something wrong
Though I messed things up
But Now I know,
it was you
Who did me wrong
Played with my head
Because You Didnt call
You left,
Only to return,
When convenient for you
I wondered why you left,
Why it made me feel so small
I spent day wondering why you left
Because when you left,
A part of me left too

Do you not wish to see the sunset? Rays streaking across the skies and the soft orange that surrounds you.
I wish for you to, it's one of the few times you smile. A real smile and not the one you plaster on in font of others.

Do you not wish to see her?
In person, when you meet her
And gaze upon the one you love?
To see the expressions on her face as she hugs and kisses you?

And do you wish to see my heart breaking?
You are beautiful. And when you think otherwise, it tears me apart.  
I love you and your tears. Your sadness. Your sorrow.
Not because of them or despite them.

You experience so much pain.
Yet that makes you who you are.
Perfect.

I always thought that you could fly, drifting in the wind.
For you are snow.

You were smashed onto the ground.
A vase on the high shelf knocked over by accident,
But you were able to get back up,
Glue yourself together,
Gather all the roses sprawled across the cold floor,
And remember how to live again.

That's strength.

Did you burn everything he touched?
Even yourself?
Did you destroy everything he used?
Even yourself?
Do you hate everything he once loved?
Even yourself?
Did you break everything that reminds you of him?
Even yourself?
Did you forget it, all of it?
Even yourself?
Was he there for you more than anyone else?
Even yourself?
Does he hate you more than anyone else?
Even yourself?
Do you lie to everyone saying you're okay?
Even yourself?
Can anyone help you?
Even yourself?

i was not this body,
i was not these bones.

this skeleton was just my
temporary home

elementary molecules converged for a breath
and danced beyond my individual death
(unknown)