Lay my head down to rest
As the pain and the demons tear at my chest
Reopening my wounds
Whispering " it'll all be over soon"
The voices that once haunted me
Are now memories of what we were supposed to be
Replaced by the thought of you
Again making me question what is really true
The voice I once found calming
Now haunts my dreams, with deep longing
I listen as your voice, combined with the others who've hurt me,
Tells me to go to the very top of the building
You take me to the edge, holding me in your arms
The place I feel I'll always belong
All of a sudden you let go
Finally making me realize you were always my biggest foe
My body hits the ground with a hard thud,
Painting the streets with the color of my blood

"Stop thinking about him
He's not thinking about you"
Words forever in my head
Though I wish it wasn't true

Eyes linger
Hunger for him grows
Though he gently touches another with his soft fingers
And the pain in her eyes shows
She watches in horror
As her love slips away
She remembers the times when he had once adored her
When he had nothing but sweet words to say
He hugs her tightly
Confusing her so
Her eyes shine at him brightly
Heart saying yes, but brain saying no
She wishes for his feelings to be true
Though deep down she knows better
Her pain forever permanent, like a tattoo
Her heart spilling out,in the never to be sent letter

What's more deadly,
A gun or a thought?

Because a gun gives you the opportunity,
But a thought pulls the trigger.