I used to question life
Like why do I have to feel this pain?
Why do I have to feel the shattered pieces of my heart?
Why life ain't treating me good?  

And I used to question my own existence,  my own life
Why I had this life?
Why am I here?
Why life is so unfair?

And when life question me
Why do you hate yourself?
Why do you keep pushing people away?
Why do you hate life?

I used to question if things could get worse and now I wonder if my life can get any better.

She use to smile, ya know
In the distant past anyways
Never let anything take that smile from her
Until those days...
Until the days she watched parents get taken away
She was 12
Watched her dad get gunned down at point blank range
And her momma...
Well her momma went insane
Took her own life in vain
She got ***** 30 times a day
By ten different guys all ending the same way
So can you really blame her
She just couldn't take it anymore
It wasn't until 10 years later she finally got away
But she was forever changed after that day
A cold blooded killer
Drained all of their life force away
Now she doesn't smile
Forever remembering the days she was taken away
Forever remembering the days she escaped

Her heart is unobtainable
She haunts me in my sleep
My will is not sustainable
There's nothing left to keep

I've seen Her in my better dreams
But, they're too far away
At night, Her livid heart still screams:
'Why can't you let me stay?!'

I feel Her still, aside my brain
She's trying to get in
I'll lose my mind if she'll remain
So, don't let Love begin

I crumble, deep inside this text
My heart's a bitter crutch
When all I know is quickly vexed
I treat my dreams as such...

when love is in your heart your heart begins to pound

your world becomes like heaven as it spreads around

you fill up with happiness like you never knew

such a lovely feeling when love comes to you.



something you can share that your heart can give

it will last a lifetime for as long as you may live

a very special thing thats forever ever true

there within your heart to last your whole life through