Please
Defibrillate me
I'm Dying In my pain
Please
Defibril1ate me
I'm dying In my heart
I've had my heart hurt
For so many years
Denying myself
The growth I deserve
No longer helpless,  
Defenseless. I'm free
To live my life now
So somebody please
Please
Defibrillate me
I'm dying
In my soul
Please
Defibrillate me
I'm dying
It's my heart
I've turned so cold
Away, withdrawn
Always frustrated
I'm here alone
I need a partner
Can't do it alone
I need a jump-start
Not some doggie's bone so
Please
Defibrillate me
I'm dying
In my dream
Please
Defibrillate me
Come, flying to my heart
I told the doctor
Just leave me alone
Don't need no x-ray
Pills? Oh, no, no
I need a real love
To heal me again
A ton of love, love
Not one etched in sand
So, please
Defibrillate me
I'm dying
In my pain
Please
Defibrillate me
I'm dying
In my heart
It's my heart, dying
Dying

they don’t believe me
they don’t believe me
they don’t believe me
they don’t believe me

maybe if I repeat it enough it will lull me into some sense of calm
it will become a fact, not a knife through my chest

I feel my whole body soften
like wax when you hold me.
Your kisses set my skin on fire
and your eyes defibrillate my heart.

all I need is a jump start
to get this engine roaring
check the tread on these tired old tyres
so I can get this show a-rolling
defibrillate my heart
awaken my sleeping senses
always so slow to start
but I know I can jump those fences

Come together then fall apart
Defibrillate this broken heart
Draw lines to bridge that gap between
Where I end and you start

And break the laws you set in stone
Wind and sand and dirt and bone
Confound your own confusion
A house isn't always a home

Open your mind and forget what you know
And I'll forget that I don't know any better
Just know now that you're not alone
We are in this thing together

So show your inner deep down cracks
Share your secret inside laughs
And I swear I'll see the humor too
I feel funny when I'm with you

Then we'll go out and paint the sky
If you're my girl then I'm your guy
Can this joy be kept on ice?
"I'm just so happy right now,
I could die."

And everything's all out of order
I've called back the army that guarded my border
But you can't invade land that's never been owned
Are we together,
Or together alone?

It's never mattered
It matters not to me
When I look into your eyes
You're all that I can see
And all that I can know
And all I'll ever be
Is a man staring back at eyes
Forgetting how to breathe

Dying Star


A falling star; a dying heart.
A step too far for a shot in the dark.
A burnt out car; the ruins of a castle.
You cannot defibrillate love inside a hospital without a chapel.


A smile without fidelity;
Two eyes of glass.
A poison without a remedy.
Never take them back.


Clouds of clarity;
Give to charity.
Peace love and empathy…
Embrace the misery.


Let the sunlight shine,
Or find a place to hide.
We are all ugly on the inside.
Every day becomes a night.


Try to find your Feng shui,
Or find your own path.
Who can say,
When it is your time to begin again or to turn back?


Plant a foot;
Plant a seed.
Plant a thought…

Just make sure you succeed.


(C)2016 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

I’m your addiction
Strength 3
Get real
I’m stronger than that
Robusta
Strength 5000
Breakfast blend         
I’m your one cup cataclysm  
Though you plucked me
Though you gouged out my fruit
Though you drowned me and dried me out
Though you packaged me up, purchased me
Compressed me
Boiled me alive
I seep into your skin
Defibrillate your heart
Fair-trade
Overthrow your brain  

History will absolve me before Loose Women

I am there but losing focus
And I cannot concentrate
Body goes numb, the throttle's wide open
All hands clear, defibrillate

Coming home, all I wanted
Was to see your loving face
But once again you're somewhere else
So you know I won't complain

I stay up by myself
And think of all the times
I cried myself sick
Sick of all your lies
Feeling like ****
Drinking just to feel alive
And still you never came
Came to dry my eyes

You got me ****** up
Acting like a weak *** *****
When I'm worth so much more
I'm sick of feeling like this
Sick of being so pathetic
Don't know who you're ******* with

I shouldn't give a ****
About a broke *** *****
Who can't even see the most obvious ****
All I asked
Was that you loved me back
And had my back
Like I had your back, baby
But I can't keep feeling bad
For your whole ****** up life
I think it's about time
That I start to live mine

And when you lose me if you cry
Just know I know how it feels
Cause I been through that ****
Way too many ******* times

So dry your eyes