remember your first bicycle?
i was so happy, so eager to learn,
i remember going through so much pain
falling on my face, picked up by my dad
as i cried and he kissed my feet saying
'there, it's all good now'
but then the bicycle ended up being my life
for a few short years
but then it is too small, and i was too big
i have grown, and it hadn't.
so i said goodbye and put it on the corner of the garage.
bought a brand new one.

i realize now, it's kind of like you and me.
you have grown, back then, and i hadn't.
you've made other friends, and i hadn't.
that's why when i'm not what you wanted,
not what you needed anymore, you left,
little by little.
you replaced me, just like the yellow bicycle
that leans onto the wall, unused and forgotten.

#friends   #up   #realize   #change   #forgotten   #replaced   #adult   #grow   #bicycle   #grownup  
rinnette
rinnette
Aug 30, 2016

Picking up the pieces
The trail she left behind
Words of endless dreams
Made many broken promises to herself

Always wanted to be here
In this position
Now she is standing tall
Watching the world revolve

She watched the chaos
Watched the feuds
Every silent war
Every battle fought

Innocence shattered
Dreams destroyed
Beauty turned ugly
Forced to accept, every nightmare

Often asked
How did you change so much?
The answer is plain simple

She has grown up...
...maybe a little way too fast

There is good and bad in growing up, and I'm embracing both.
#life   #grownup  
Amethyst Fyre
Amethyst Fyre
May 26, 2016

Once, two years ago,
when i was younger,
but not so far back in time that to be before i was aware and fully alive,
i sent an email.

two years ago,
i sent an email to my favorite blogger,
who often writes about the universe and things people generally don’t understand,
and i told him something,

i told my favorite blogger something,
at the time i thought it to be terribly enlightened, though looking back seems naive;
i told him he should make a database on everything,
i cringe thinking about it.

i hope he never read the email,
if he did he may’ve thought it cute,
i asked my favorite blogger to compile all the things a person should know about this world, this life.

But maybe this wasn’t as dumb as I think.

See, we all want easy answers.
I thought he could give them to me (he can’t)
So I asked.
You gotta love that about kids.
They’re not afraid to ask.

Somewhere along the way, then, I must’ve grown up.
Because, though my fingers move fast in this digital realm,
Out in the real world, my voice is paralyzed.

With no one to turn to, my questions go unasked.

Pauline Russell
Pauline Russell
Apr 5, 2016

Go ahead and drink your hateraid
There is not one fuck to be gave
All the hateful things you thought was said
Was only the voices in your head

You turn every word upside down
As a victim you want to be crowned
But we are the victim of your thoughts
In your mind it all gets tossed

The helping hand that we extend
Gets lost as your minds bends
Everything ment for good into black
Till the bridge is in flames, no going back

As you scream out your sarcasm
It only makes to widen the chasm
Then you cry "I have no friends"
You play the victim to the end

So burn your bridges, blow them up
Just don't come yapping at me like a little pup
Maybe one day you'll act grownup
Before someone makes you drink from your own cup

#thoughts   #bridge   #grownup   #pup   #hateraid  
Rachel Dyer
Rachel Dyer
Mar 26, 2016

Amazing I'm still here
Swirling, and spinning, trying not to fall.
Never quite sure who we are trying to find it in our beer
Looking like we are 10 feet tall, but feeling so incredibly small.

Overly aware of time and space
But everyone just sees a space case.
You drink too much
You smoke too much
You cry too much
I try too much

In and out of love at the drop of a dime
Just trying to find someone to love us for real
Maybe someone who means it for real this time.
And can maybe make us forget the hurt we feel.

In the heat of the moment
The best years of our lives
But still suffer from the torment
Of the deep abyss of the unknown into which we dive

Grown up but still our mothers baby
Adults who are still afraid of the dark
Who can only answer every question with maybe
But are told we need to be black and white and stark

Here goes nothing
Being 20 something

#pain   #alone   #scared   #lost   #mother   #young   #growing   #youth   #needy   #grownup  
SATAN'S GIRL
SATAN'S GIRL
Sep 16, 2015

My nephew notices nearly everything around
he says saaad cooorn! because the corn outside
has now turned brown.

He knows a few colors that consist of yellow, red,
purple and green.. he likes to read and sometimes he'll sing.

My little nephew is getting too big..
He's at the age just before monsters
are under his bed,
I don't want him to experience that yet.

But someday he just might, and that's okay
we all grow up eventually.

#love   #up   #family   #growing   #grow   #grownup   #nephew   #growup   #sadcorn  
Emily McDonald
Emily McDonald
Jul 17, 2015

let's leave the country without telling a soul,
let's get a house on the sand with a balcony facing the ocean waves,
let's live off of local fruits and tortillas

let's play a vinyl at night while we dance drunk around the fire,
with our record player and its huge bronze speaker coming out the top,
jumpy prison blues or old movie lines that play with a nostalgic static

let's build a blanket fort with a million sheets
watch our favorite old films off the wall in a psychedelic haze
let's binge on ice cream and oreos and let our inner fat child run free

let's have hot cocaine shower sex
when we come down we pass out with the bottle of riesling between us
it almost empty, except for the small ring that neither of us could finish

let's wear nothing but robes and never have to leave our palace
let's get naked and roll around in paint, creating a heartfelt masterpiece
let's wake up to an amazing cup of coffee that gets better and better
just like our sex

let's never let anyone know about our little escape from the world and our grown-up fairytails come true.

Alice R-P
Alice R-P
Jun 4, 2015

As a child we all had dreams,
Back then so childish ones they seemed.
As a grownup You will hear
The child inside You starts to scream.
Wanting to be noticed,
Desperate and hoping
The roads can still be changed
Dreams to reality will be made.

#desperate   #hope   #dreams   #reality   #change   #childhood   #road   #grownup  
Brianne
Brianne
Mar 16, 2015

They say it's the thought that counts
That's what I thought too
While I put you into everything I do
Putting my all, my every giving ounce
Somehow it didn't measure up
I guess I should of just showed up
Or perhaps you should've been the grownup
There is only so much one can do
I did think of you and I still continue too
I hope this will count to some amount

Written on: March 16, 2015
Kailee Sometimes
Kailee Sometimes
Dec 12, 2013

You're merely seventeen, you aren't in love,
you don't even know what love means-
but then...
neither do I,
and you may think I’m being ignorant
but I'm really just bitter to the taste and rough at the core.

My blood runs black, but my tears are sapphire.
My eyes are as glaring as the air in March.
Don't tell me my mind is powerless.
My soul is dense.
And though my heart is tattered and covered in scabs,
the wounds are more wise than your attempts of being an adult.

You may slush wine in a glass-
as tipsy as the seesaw on the playground from your childhood,
but you will never be able to see.

You can sing and dance that you're in love because you fucked the first girl that said she loved you,
but you shouldn't be so naive,
because it’s easier to be hurt if you are.

So you can wear your six inch heels
and prance around in your chiffon mini skirt and Chanel handbag,
but you will never be a grownup.

#love   #loss   #17   #adult   #grownup   #seventeen  
 
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