Neither Drona,
Nor Akshant,
Not any other name.
Love me,
Or hate me,
But for I'm Atul.
The incomparable.

Atul means Incomparable.
Kaushal means Skill.
So I am Incomparable Skill.
My HP Poem #1371
©Atul Kaushal
#love   #hate   #atul   #identity   #incomparable   #drona   #akshant  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Dec 23, 2016

Today is my birthday like I said earlier,
I am 1990 years younger than your Jesus,
But 2 days older than being as young.

Today I have people wishing me everywhere,
I am 99.9% satiated today as I write this,
But 'morrow I will be 100% content as I move on.

This will, of course, be for the permanence,
As she bears neither love nor penance,
But she only kept insulting my existence.

She does not deserve any true lover.

She first ruined my birthday in 2014 by double-crossing me for another more handsome-but-awfully wicked boy who just wanted to share a bed with her on the 3rd of December only 20 days prior to my birthday.

However, she realised her mistake soon afterwards and came back on March 24th in 2015.

Then finally she ruined my birthday in 2015 by ditching me again on 13th December just 10 days prior to my birthday.

HP Poem #1339
©Atul Kaushal
#happy   #atul   #kaushal   #to   #birthday   #tension   #relaxed  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Dec 20, 2016

My age is less than your Jesus,
I was born 2 days before X-mas,
The year was 1990 Anno Domini.

My HP Poem #1336
©Atul Kaushal
#atul   #jesus   #december   #23   #birthday   #christmas   #1990  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Jan 28, 2016

I was so patient for 3 whole years,
But now my patience gave away.
So I e-published my novel for free,
Just be kind enough going to SlideShare.
http://www.slideshare.net/ErAtulKaushal/7-seconds-typ­ical-teenager-atypical-life-57569672
My patience got exhausted. I published the best story around the corner for free and made it freely available online. My work of 3 unrelenting years.

Not a poem.
#life   #teenager   #atul   #kaushal   #free   #seconds   #7   #atypical   #typical  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Jan 21, 2016

You're beautiful,
Yes, you are, undoubtedly.
But the way you smile-

It's the icing on the cake!

And it's indispensable.
Neither you can live without that perfect smile,
Nor I can imagine any light of day or dark of night without it,
Let alone traveling a mile without thinking of your smile.

My HP Poem #997
©Atul Kaushal
#smile   #dedication   #raw   #on   #atul   #mile   #cake   #icing   #bhumi  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Jan 21, 2016

I'll make a career,
I'll make a living,
I'll make a life.

Then I'll have you closer,
I'll have you listening,
I'll have you as my wife.

But,
If you're happy with someone else,
Then I'd just wish you much more,
Health, contentment & happiness.

My HP Poem #996
©Atul Kaushal
#love   #atul   #pure   #selfless   #pari  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Jun 10, 2013

It Was A New Delhi To Bangalore Flight In 1994
I Was Aged Three Years & 7 Months At The Time
We Did Start From Karnal For New Delhi At 1400
Mom Feared It That We Might Miss Our Flight
I Did Not Say Anything As I Knew Not Why So...

Anyways, We Reached IGI Airport In New Delhi
Here We Checked-In At The Domestic Terminus
Remember The Security Folks Tickling My Body
Maa Disappeared Into A Screen - Wooden Frame
I Looked Silently At The Smiling Security Man...

Then We Had To Cross Over In The Boarding Area
I Was Not Allowing My Young Eyes To Rest At All
Closely Following My Mum As Dad Was Not Here
Then Just As We Mounted In The Bus I Said Aloud,
"I Am Not Here For The Bus!!! Where's The Flight?"

Everyone around us started laughing happily on listening to this young & innocent comment and the young - very young me was unable to understand why I was not on the flight right away - young age innocence!

My HP Poem #293
©Atul Kaushal
#happy   #cute   #young   #atul   #laugh   #innocence   #age   #kid  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
May 8, 2015

The saga in her eyes converts into a constant downpour soon after she realized her freedom from the spell of the dark witch, the curse had turned her a prisoner in the evil witch's body.

"Kind sailor thank thee for freeing me."
Her words reverberating throughout,
What wind - what land - what sea,
Everywhere is her presence as I can see,
The wind whispers her name in my ear,
Since a long long time now all I wear,
Is her scent in my immortalized memory.

"Will you stay with me forever, or,
Will you go back to the heavens?"

Though I really wanted her to stay,
I love her and realize what she felt,
I offered her freedom and a choice,
I was not binding her to me in turn,
Everything was instinctive from me.

She seemed in a serious dilemma,
Struggling hard she was in herself,
I again offered & insisted this time,
"It's better you went back to your world,"
But I knew that she loved me a lot,
She tried hard controlling but said,
"I am in love with you since long."

So I am quite right that she loves me,
I am sure even she can forget me not,
Beading all our memories together,
I now know how I can gain salvation,
Not being another self-centric tantric,
"But you don't belong here dear,
So you shouldn't restrict yourself."


After this, she now looks comfortable & composed,
Ready for making a choice she wore a heart of stone,
Her lips slowly parted revealing a perfect smile,
Pearly smile again ensured me of permanent happiness,
Bright eyes and shiny eyelids of hers seemed so good,
"You can't make me stay away because you love me too,
I will keep coming in your dreams and entice your nights."


But I wanted her in my real world now,
I prevented her from vanishing again,
I said, "Please stay, now do not go away,
Because I really can not bear that pain,"

She had almost vanished by then,
Listening to my words she chose to wait,
She said, "Even I want forever to stay."

Continuing with her divine dialog she said,
"Say those golden words to make me stay,"
I immediately confessed, "I love you, Angel,"
"Say you love me too, oh my divine Angel,"

She didn't wait for anything more to say it,
"I love you too, oh my kind & loving sailor,"
Her powers soon left her in a flash of light.

Does the 'Angel?' saga end here or is it a new beginning?

Well all of this angel series was my way of interpreting my own life till now in a poetic and mythical way.

The Angel I finally had gotten in my life was named Kripi Mehra.
And now I don't know if I lost her or she lost me.

Read 'Angel?' saga part 1/7 here:
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/265976/angel/

Read 'Angel?' saga part 2/7 here:
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1070432/angel-again/

Read 'Angel?' saga part 3/7 here:
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1154639/angel-surely/

Read 'Angel?' saga part 4/7 here:
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1166821/angel-illusion/

Read 'Angel?' saga part 5/7 here:
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1170623/angel-not-again/

Read 'Angel?' saga part 6/7 here:
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1179276/angel-forever/

Read 'Angel?' saga part 7/7 here:
http://hellopoetry.com/poem/1182887/angel-ultimately/

My HP Poem #860
©Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Apr 26, 2015

Killed was Atul,
Drona was born,
Alive he was fully,
Popping smiles in life,
Resting relaxed I learnt to.

Making me sing daily for her,
Far used to be the sorrows,
Maddening was my love,
Made her feel special..

Me singing & writing poetry,
Separately for her was regular...

For her I will improve myself,
Testing my capabilities I am,
Reeling the love I kindle inside,
Peeling I'm my hard outer shell..

Companion of mine is perfect,
Together we gelled just so well,
Tomorrow seems very golden,
Grappling with all the troubles,
Challenging time with my effort,
Focused were all my techniques,
Graduating in the field of love,
Completed seemed my jigsaw.

My HP Poem #849
©Atul Kaushal
#alive   #me   #was   #atul   #feel   #made   #killed   #completed   #kripi   #drona  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Feb 16, 2015

I do not love you,
You read it right,
As saying just I love you is so less.

Because I more than love you partner,
Yes you're right,
I am totally mad.

My HP Poem #779
©Atul Kaushal
#love   #not   #i   #you   #atul   #do   #kripi  
 
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