Wings pulled feather by feather
Beautiful bright red turned to grey
Claws meant to grasp life to its fullest filed so that it stays down.

Eyes on each side
Different perspectives
An entralling mind
Yet contained
Consumed by one liking and not loving.

Some day i will be free
Even if my wings come with A halo
I will be free

Snakes she yelled
Heights he said quietly
Closed spaces another added

But...

...One said love
Love because..
Because because
Once you love someone
They have a certain power over you

They begin to over fill your cup
Create faster nerve impulses
Makes you listen to love songs twice

But...
...once they leave

Your cup is empty and you lost appeite
You begin to feel numb yet feel pain
You switch the audio off

You die while breathing

And that's why love was her greatest fear

He pulled me close...
and told me he was keeping me safe
He told me...
to speak softer cause women have no place
He grabbed...
my hand and said don't go astray
He said...
don't take the chance its not worth the risk
He began to scream...
as i  took another Xanax just to get rid of him today.