It's a man made dream
Of a man made sky
And a man made noise
In a dome of self made illusion

It's a man made drink
From a man made trees
Drives a man dense and mindless
Behind a counter full of lies and cigs

It's a man made feelings
Clouded in a man made fantasy
In a man made society
Where the man just wants your dignity

An ecstasy of a man's lust and hypocrisy
Its ugly and self destructive
At the end of the day you will just perish
Just like another toxic city

May the storm
Drags every inch of hell out of me
Along with the dread of this stupid loneliness
Spin it along with all of the shadows,
of the lovers that went wrong

Let this storm
Cleanse all of the remains
The pile of the endless city
even the fields of flowers and butterflies
That i built for you and wipe it all clean
So i can grow a better one for myself

This storm will end soon
And when it does
you will be as good as dead
And when it does
All that is left of your sanctuary in me
Is rubble and dust

Cinta aku walau mati
Masih hidup
Dalam tulisan ku
Dalam setiap bibit kata cinta
Melalui dakwat air mata
Dan setiap barisan lara

Cinta aku walau sudah lama pergi
Masih bernafas
Dalam bait bait permata
Sulaman nafas cinta pertama
Di atas sehelai selendang
Yang dulu mengikat erat akal dan nyawa

Cinta aku tetap hidup dan bernafas
Di atas empat penjuru putih
batasan terakhir nyawa cinta ini
Yang jasad sudah lama hilang
Ditelan masa manusia

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened
Had you stayed
Like you said you would

I wonder what would have happened
Had we kissed one last time
Had I gotten to actually say goodbye

I'm pretending it doesn't hurt
I'm pretending I don't care
I'm pretending I'm not falling apart.

I would be here for you
I would be your everything
I would be the last person you loved

I noticed a dozen things wrong with me
A dozen things wrong with us
But it was too late

I miss you already
I miss the way you smiled
The way you played with my hair

I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to be okay
I don't know how to not love you

You promised you wouldn't leave
And that you would marry me
But I guess not

I guess we're done
I love you

I hope you know
That i gave up my world
To give you the freedom that you want
So that you can fly

Without me tied around your neck,
Or me weighing you down with all of my luggages
To let you soar in the new airspace

I really, really hope that you do now
Because i really am not
And all in all
You were really all i had