Physical pain
is a restrain
on the human mind

Try and take a hit
see if you like it
But beware of what you find

When running from the black
escaping from the dark
Look out of what lies ahead

Is it really comfortin'
cutting your own skin
Or is just a shade of red?

What is so scary in the blue
when looking on the lines you drew
That you finally seem calm?

Does the pain allow you not feel yellow
just like an old fellow
Because of this power in your palm?

Or does it ease your mind
off the life you left behind
And is the solution you could find?

Writing is awesome
writing is nice
unless you have to do it
like
twice.

Righ now I would tear down my mind
if it would help me to let you inside

I always had a cell
somewhere I would dwell
A place where I could hide
what I feel inside

I was so alone
as if you had known

One day you arrived
and left the past behind
You opened up the door
like no one done before

Pandora of reality
a mirror of insanity

As the bats all fled away
you decided you will stay
with the only dove
my love

I wish that I could give
a fraction of what I recieve

You must understand
you are more than just a friend
you are so much more to me
because you
                                                               set me
                                                                                                                  free

My mental defects
are like cracks on the wall
I look through them
Into whole different worlds

One shows me a world
where pain isn't real
and I am free to slay
who ever I wish to ****

One other crack reveals
a realm of black rain
where I see nothing,
nothing but pain

One glance through another
shows me a world
where no one loves me
and everything's cold

Once I glanced into a world
as hot as the sun
and I was the one
who burnt it all down

One world is showcasing me
as I'm stabbing my heart
uselessly trying
to tear it apart

One of them earths
reveals me as a wreck
while I am swinging
hanged from the neck

One of the cracks
shows nothing at all
that is the one
I fear will break down the wall

I'm so lost
I can't even write
I tried to force myself
but this is all that came out
I wonder why
I have these feelings
I have no idea
how I should be dealing
with them, after all
my life is great
but all I want
is to suffocate.

How do you tell someone you love
that you love them so much
thats you can't even tell them
how much you love them?