When I can't find a meaning in my life
she is always there
When nothing makes sense
she is always there
When I think I can't go on
she is always there
When I think I have gone mad
she is always there
When I thing of giving up
she is always there
When I want to die
she is always there
She will always be with me
my bitter, lonely
misery
I Don't really want to die, nor give up.