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abs May 2015
Maybe because I’m thinking too much,
nothing feels right already.
Maybe because I’m so scared,
everything will just burst to bits.
abs May 2015
Whenever I look at the sky,
I’m filled with thoughts
of what could have been.

Maybe,
just maybe,
everything that could have been,
have existed,
beyond those clouds.

And I wonder.
abs May 2015
Why did I ever think you’re beautiful?
when all these time all you ever wanted
was to throw me into my grave.
abs May 2015
You came like a thief of the night
stealing all the laughter
buried in my stomach.
and i forgot how to laugh,
how to breath,
and even smile.
whenever i try to stand,
my knees crumbles
making me a limp
each time I try to step forward.
and i can’t fix it.
i cant fix the life you’ve destroyed.
no more laughter's,
no more smiles,
no more fresh water.
all are salty,
too much salty.
they all flow out from my eyes,
like a water fall.
and i can only watch it flow,
i can only watch it flow.
because it won’t stop.
abs May 2015
You asked the wind to take it all away
To lock it in a box in a place far, far away
Because you’ve been tired and you need to rest
It’s been a while and you need to forget


You gnash your teeth each time you remember
The picture of you and him together
Holding a tea cup on a cold winter weather
Sitting like babies wrapped the arms of one another


Things are different now you thought
As you roll your eyes for things you now loath
Which you thought before was cute
But now you just want to puke


Like how much you loved the smell of his minty breath
Pressing against the strand of your nostrils
It felt so good, you wish you could tilt your head up
To steal a million kisses in his forehead


Also, the way his skin touched yours
It felt like burning alive into ashes
But it felt perfect, like your breath is being taken away
Like something big is happening inside your flesh


Also, those times when you’ve gone mad and crazy
Because he just won’t stop being busy
And you wish you could just focus on your study
Or be indulged in book to quit being *****


The most painful part though is that you are hunted
By what could have been and what could have happened
If you were a little bit more patient and understanding
To accept his shortcomings and explanations


But now you know that there is nothing perfect in this world
That you will get happy, sad, mad, and sometimes bored
That it is normal for people to be normal
That there will be winter, summer, spring and fall
And life will be life, take it or leave it


You learned your lessons and now you know
So you ask to trade with the wind all those things you sow
And start to wish for warmer, brighter tomorrow
Maybe, with someone who will wash away the sorrow.

— The End —