Breathing but dead inside
So my feelings tend to hide
No remorse so no need to cry
And he wonders why
Cause you lied
Not once but three times
But yet I forgave you deep inside
To turn around to a surprise
That wasn’t mine
She’s pregnant with your child inside
Three months of lies
But I was five months by your side
So I lied And cried all night
Said I’m just fine
Didn’t want to lose
What suppose to be mine
Instead I lost my mind
My pride that I put to the side
My heart that shattered in time
My reason to be alive
My joy deep from inside
So yea, I’m really dead inside

Submerge me in the water
Free me from the chains
Loosen the bolt
That just might easy my pain
Now turn away
And Let me sink
No oxygen so
It’s a matter of time frame
But he grabs me
And finally see the tears
That been falling from my face
Purified me like water
Yelled you aren’t a sad case
Just broken in the wrong place

It was strong, burned my throat
I tried not to make a face because everyone was starring, waiting for my reaction
I felt warm air rush through my stomach that gave me the motivation to take another shot
and then another and another
Finally the bottle was empty, and so was I
Each person there looked the same except for me
Thats how it all started, the addiction to *blackout

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