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deyrah Jul 2019
If wishes were horses, than i hope yhu ride and never come back, move away and never turn back. If wishes were horses I'll ride to the land where there z no yhu, and catch a flu. If wishes were horses, i hope yhu ride to yhur own doom. I hope yhu get neglected like yhu did me and scatter like a bunch of broom, if wishes were horse i hope yhu never get to ride! If wishes were horses i should ride away from yhu and everything yhu stand for. If wishes were horse I'd wish for yhu to meet someone who will treat yhu the exact same way yhu did me, and drench yhu in an unending agony, so yhu can know nothingness. If wishes were horses I'll ride into the past and take yhur ability to wish! If wishes were horse I'd hope yhu ride, turn and twitch! If wishes were horses, i pray yhu ride out of yhur happiness and bump into this pain yhu left behind while taking this route... If wishes were horses i hope yhu ride into the wish that'll undo the wish i made, for yhu to be mine. If wishes were horse I'd like to make an empty wish and just let the horse roam free! And because of yhu... If wishes were horses...
   I'll **** my horse! So i may never ride again, or wish! Cause anything right now, z better than yhu!
deyrah Aug 2019
Yhu have no idea of how much i adore yhu.
I adore yhu to a fault, that i ignore yhur faults.

Yhu have no idea how i adore yhu...
I adore to point where i almost fade away, and yhu are left standing at my peak.
 
Yhu have no idea how much i adore yhu
Yhu are like an addiction... Yhu keep hitting me, with yhur best shot.

Yhu have no idea how much i adore yhu.
The moon in tz entirety pales in comparison to yhu.

Yhu have no idea how i adore yhu.
I figuratively and literally bask in awe of yhu.

Yhu have no idea how i adore yhu,
Yhu absolutely have no idea, of how much i adore yhu, and i can't stress t enough. I adore yhu to the point where love seems like a small word to place what i feel for yhu under.

I adore yhu...
When Adoration becomes absolute, for someone yhu love, but they don't see t.
deyrah Aug 2019
So, at first real glance i took at yhu. Yhur words were sincere, backed with the unwavering flow of yhur eyes. I believed in yhu, and yhur every word.
Now, yhu look like the spitting image of the new found lies yhu tell, to keep this life going.
And even Now, yhu sound like a broken stereo, looping the same un-lyrical bad song, too sad for ears to absorb.
Tz a shame really... Cause in the end, yhu will still end up with yhurself.
Softly spoken Jun 2012
Everything happens for a reason thats what i believe
And i think i know the reason y yesterday we had to meet
One day some time soon im gonna come and rescue yhu
Take yhu away from any pain yhu ever felt im gonna make ya torn heart brand new
Seeing yhur smile and feeling the touch of ya skin
She is so young but my heart she is about to win
Knowing i didnt want to leave yhu but i had no other choice
The rest of my ride i kept hearing ya voice
If only i could have kissed ya lips and allowed my hand to travel a lil further between ya legs
If i could have only blessed yhu with my tongue while yhu ran ya fingers through my head
One day my lil shawty my ride or die my distant lover that is to far to be mine
One day we will reunite
And im gonna do all the things i should have done the first time.........
deyrah Sep 2019
Lean heavier... Let me be yhur stepping stong to yhur elavated height.
But please, if yhu get to the top.
Do not forget me.
when yhu help someone out of despair, but they forget yhur good deeds.
deyrah Nov 2019
I have gotten used to the hurt.

Yhur soft lips, spitting hard hurtful words.

But please, if yhu are going to cry wolf, then yhu should mean it.

Don't try to save yhur life by taking mine.

Yhu can't heal a scar with a bandage.

I should be fine...
I should be...
I should...
I.
...
.
deyrah Aug 2019
Now that I've fought for yhur heart,
And actually won t....
What's next??
When she expects too much with too little effort she's putting in.
deyrah Jan 2020
Yhu gave me butterflies...
But not in a good way. Those were times when, i was important to yhu...
Now, my only importance is yhur idea of me.
"Sometimes yhu have to give space, so people can miss yhu"
Maybe then, yhu'll get yhur value back!
deyrah Jan 2020
They... They will take yhur pride and expect you to stand tall.
They will collect your ballon and expect you to smile.
They will take your meals and expect you not to starve.
They will take your God and expect you to have faith.
And they will take your happiness and still expect a laughter.
Take your life and expect you to live.
Society and people... Leaders especially
deyrah Jul 2019
Roses are red, or are they?
The only red visible are the blood stains on her cheeks and the droplets off her nostrils...
Violets?? The only ones i see are the bruises on her left eye, cause yhu always use yhur right.
But still yet, each night she basks in the awe of yhu,
Unable to escape this loop.
She loves yhu regardless...
deyrah Sep 2019
He has a smile...
That will steal yhur soul Away.
A Heart that only beats to her voice!
But she has words that tears his heart apart.
And leaves stains of hurt.
When yhu try what they call... Unconditional love.
deyrah Aug 2019
I'm a bit confused...
I thought i had gotten out.
I thought i ran away, but then...
How did i end up back here, in yhur arms??
I keep finding myself back here, with yhu.
When, yhu fall out of love, but still find yhurself back where yhu started.
deyrah May 2021
Do you know it's been, ** days since you left??
You were right you know, I'm a ****** poet.
But john, i don't cry anymore like a baby.
But when i think of you, i look like how babies cry for milk.
Dear john, i still haven't finished the anime we started together.
It feels like the main character is dead.
Did you isekai by chance?
Dear john, will i be owkai??
Dear john, don't you think you're a bit selfish?? Dying all up on your own.
Seeing the cold razor-sharp edge of a short blade, on the floor, close to yhur now cold body.
Strangely i felt Warm, i was putting on your hoodie of shame.
Dear john, does it mean that God couldn't answer your prayers so you went to ask him instead??
But dear john??
Who would remember you, after my blade takes a deep dive into my veins??
deyrah Dec 2019
Tell her she's beautiful...
Do things yhu used to do with her when yhu started fresh with her.
Correct her in a calm and subtile way.
Reassure her, tell her how important she is.
Tell her yhur world without her in t, would be like the first verse and chapter of Genesis.
Even times, when she's falling... Remind her of how strong she is, do not give up on her.
She's really special. Would t **** yhu to let her know that, no matter how annoying she is, i mean. No matter how annoying. Sometimes she might drive to to the edge, but she needs to hear yhu say those words.
#to all the wives, widows, mothers and girlfriends.
Hang in there, we see yhu!
#we see yhur efforts, and we appreciate!

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