when I was a child I thought of snooch
I couldn't get away from it before I'd even seen it;
it was a rumors bad boys & ***** girls talked
about in hushed code words - sometimes
while smoking - hiding or alone : my sister among them
like snooch & ***-***, boo-boo & miss thing -
****** & ***** were e verywhere
invisible hiding in trousers & up dresses [ snooch
[snooch was there when I went to school;
I only went to sniff the teacher's pantyhose,
but she let Gary do it .
& I had to watch; humiliated
I tried suicide hanging by a belt but [&] it felt so good -
[she kept her jungle trimmed;
[golden blonde] a dreamy cloud of insane nightmares;
only a mother could engulf the moon in her jaw; taking a big bite out of the *** of the stars; stars; stars--
reaching out beyond her arms;
good; I saw the night & it
was as good [Victoria in the night by the red light; her joy hidden beneath time( ); ( ) [ , ( )]
as chocolate [really. it was: I took a bite out of night's *** & she screamed - gravity panicked -
I kept hanging myself but forgot
about suicide - ****** a girl from the [ I very well imagine that should ***** Luo after hours on my office floor but ] Midwest in Central Park [never happened] she appeared as the Goddess Minerva to warn me but did I heed; I don't recall, so,
she said she was a Jew & I said 'what's a Jew' - (I was eighteen - not the sharpest ( ) & she told about Auschwitz & I went & studied Nazis & became spellbound
by Adolf ****** & read everything about him I could -
until I think w/ his brain (rotten apple that
it was - conceive of grandiose schemes of local, nee global conquest - but I'm not ****** -
(in fact she became my good friend - & I her protector of sorts] I was going through some changes - deciding to devote myself to art[a Gaugin complex except
w/ white-trash redneck girls: Sunburnt Suburban
Primitives I called them] lurking, one, two how many could fit in a nest; (w/ Mein Kampf in my
back pocket I wanted to conquer the world but only the
women; growing up w/ women
from the beginning; emerging from a snooch
only to be hounded by them
when I had
no magical Mjolnir [no Excalibur, or sling & stone ]; to wield against them (harpies to the last -
or quiet corpses that frightened me to chills - )
& when I did I only
wanted to hurt them but now
[cop·ro·phil·i·a ˌ käprəˈfilēə/noun
noun: coprophilianec·ro·phil·i·a
ˌnekrəˈfilēə/noun
noun: necrophilia
****** *******
with or attraction toward corpses.
Translate necrophilia to nekrofili
Use over time for: necrophilia
abnormal interest and pleasure in feces
and defecation is allowed] (dead albino \
girls in the African bush rise
& walk again;
gorgeous Albino Zombies converge on Lagos;
I love them & the hammer has turned to ( ) gold [&]now brilliantly gleams as daylight fawns
in the fleshly( )
metaphysical sun - Oh, we know, my
mistresses whose s-shaped shadows
are sentient of themselves: where ,
down our magic carpeted corridor:
one boudoir for u& ur ( ) Mesmerized
by Eva Braun's smile n a one-piece - not seeing anything evil in the *******,
learning about ancient [ancient women arise;
shades of Amazons & poets - goddesses reborn w/ magical
charms - in their infant hands -
[Isadora-like in their leaps & crawling
to & fro to show off how unshaven a
woman can be; hairy as a gorilla yet quite arousing; I thin k
Vedic castes & how the Aryans came to invade the Indus Valley thus laying the foundation for the world's oldest empire [now fractured into ghostly pieces ] [preferring Isadora's healthy curves
to Martha's bony angles
poltergeist-lover Holy Roman Byzantine Roman Greek et al - going all the way back to Atlantis &
Lemuria & farther back than ( ) man's recorded time -
but back -
nevertheless
oh, this was a mighty mystery,
my little man, this was a
jungle unseen surrounding one in ways
not dissimilar to dark matter
