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Shaneia Oct 2020
I travel these roads day after day,this new journey my life has became is unexplainable, not a soul in sight ,always feeling alone inside.. desperate for a fight. I have a tendency to keep living from the past, my dreams ,they haunt me, not only when I'm resting ,but constantly. Replays of you keep me feeling insane. I don't wanna remember you, I don't wanna think of you, I hate you dude, why won't your memories fade ,I've been locked up in your hell for far to long. Yet I can't seem to escape.--Shaneia Comeaux
Shaneia Oct 2020
So depressed, life is just a constant stress,my mind cant rest... pain in my chest,its either this or death.. Dreadful rest...
Is this God's test,
Or is my life that big of a mess..
This pain in my chest..
I constantly live inside my head, the boogie monsters not under my bed, hes inside my ******* head, I cant escape him,i know he ain't fake man, theres nowere to run to and nowere to hide. I look in the mirror and I'm forced to look him in the eyes . ...
I begin to cry, tears rolling down my cheek, my knees get weak.,I cant speak please god set me free from all this misery ...

Shaneia Comeaux
Anxiety triggerd
Shaneia Oct 2020
So lonely,
Gone quick,
Labeled selfishly,
Spirit split..

What was blood,
How'd I find,
Thick as mud,
This alternate mind.

I've got my eyes,
Dead opened up wide,
I've got the dirt,
And the spit of,
The world all dies.

My mouth on the metal,
Lips of a scarred girl
Got angels in the lobby,
To put me in line,
I won't ask for forgiveness.

My little faith has gone dry,
I've got my Christian's for scripture,
Death has crawled in my ears,
Music of songs I shouldn't hear.

And it spins all around as,
We all lay down some faster than,
Some do it better in smaller amounts,
Ending the time we all had together.

©️shaneia
Shaneia Oct 2020
So depressed, life is just a constant stress,my mind cant rest... pain in my chest,its either this or death.. Dreadful rest...
Is this God's test,
Or is my life that big of a mess..
This pain in my chest..
I constantly live inside my head, the boogie monsters not under my bed, hes inside my ******* head, I cant escape him,i know he ain't fake man, theres nowere to run to and nowere to hide. I look in the mirror and I'm forced to look him in the eyes . ...
I begin to cry, tears rolling down my cheek, my knees get weak.,I cant speak please god set me free from all this misery ...

Shaneia Comeaux
Shaneia Oct 2020
Anxiety, anxiety,

I get nervous
I feel weak,
Its really hard for me to speak..
Its not my fault, my mind wont come to a halt.. 
Im constantly thinking of all the negative outcomes, that can possibly occur, my minds a blurr ...
Whys my mind put me in binds
I fight and i fight, for no reason at all.... the negative thoughts make me feel like im nothing at all. 
I unknowingly drift away from society...
Cause i think everyones tryin to lie to me...
My mind is always tryin me...
Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety  ..
I wish you werent apart of me.

©️shaneia

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