"nocks" poems
Spring comes little, a little. All April it rains.
The new leaves stick in their fists; new ferns still fiddleheads.
But one day the swifts are back. Face to the sun like a child
You shout, 'The swifts are back!'
Sure enough, bolt nocks bow to carry one sky-scyther
Two hundred miles an hour across fullblown windfields.
Swereee swereee. Another. And another.
It's the cut air falling in shrieks on our chimneys and roofs.
The next day, a fleet of high crosses cruises in ether.
These are the air pilgrims, pilots of air rivers.
But a shift of wing, and they're earth-skimmers, daggers
Skilful in guiding the throw of themselves away from themselves.
Quick flutter, a scimitar upsweep, out of danger of touch, for
Earth is forbidden to them, water's forbidden to them,
All air and fire, little owlish ascetics, they outfly storms,
They rush to the pillars of altitude, the thermal fountains.
Here is a legend of swifts, a parable —
When the Great Raven bent over earth to create the birds,
The swifts were ungrateful. They were small muddy things
Like shoes, with long legs and short wings,
So they took themselves off to the mountains to sulk.
And they stayed there. 'Well,' said the Raven, after years of this,
'I will give you the sky. You can have the whole sky
On condition that you give up rest.'
'Yes, yes,' screamed the swifts, 'We abhor rest.
We detest the filth of growth, the sweat of sleep,
Soft nests in the wet fields, slimehold of worms.
Let us be free, be air!'
So the Raven took their legs and bound them into their bodies.
He bent their wings like boomerangs, honed them like knives.
He streamlined their feathers and stripped them of velvet.
Then he released them, Never to Return
Inscribed on their feet and wings. And so
We have swifts, though in reality, not parables but
Bolts in the world's need: swift
Swifts, not in punishment, not in ecstasy, simply
Sleepers over oceans in the mill of the world's breathing.
The grace to say they live in another firmament.
A way to say the miracle will not occur,
And watch the miracle.
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 1:59 PM UTC
With crooked cap and crooked smile
The archer nocks an arrow.
His target breathing easily -
For now, if not for long -
It stands completely unaware.
The ****** goes unnoticed.
With beating wings and tampered breath
He sights the arrow on his prey.
His wrist like granite draws the bow,
His seasoned eyes drawn to a heart.
A life beats, still unburdened,
While its rival flutters strong.
Two wills at match; with great respect
The archer takes his aim.
Now solemn, breath a distant curse -
How stones have shown more tremor! -
The moment falls, the bow held taut.
There is no going back.
Steady...
Steady...
-
The arrow finds its mark.
Oct 19, 2012
Oct 19, 2012 at 12:14 AM UTC
People take it for granted
And just assume that everyone has it
To feel themselves be captured
By something they won't admit
To feel the pain
That consuming torture
To have that warm beat in your chest
Spreading like wildfire
To feel what
I want to feel
Not when the music starts
Or when a novel ends
I want that constant suffocating feeling
That gives my life meaning
I want to be whole and broken
I want what words can’t explain
Or letters can't decode
I want to be torn apart
And sowed back together
I want to feel my stomach drop
when life nocks me down
I want to feel my vocals rip
When i cry
I want to feel
Like something to someone
I want the emotion of knowing
I ment something
I felt something
To feel the raw emotions
Of being human
Not this numbness
Not the dread of the sunrise
knowing It will be gone
Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 7:54 AM UTC
I love you
A little boy sits in his third grade classroom
He wonders why he hasn't any friends
He asks his mom
"Why!"
Why do they look at me like I am different
Why am I so alone
I love you
A few years later on the soccer field
A boy from the other team nocks him over
Instead of anyone helping him up
They all laugh
Even his own team.
He asks his coach the next day
Why no one helped him
Instead his coach walked away
I love you
Finnaly he graduates high school
Everyone around him is hugging and celebrating
Except the three foot radius between him and the nearest person at any time
Before he could leave though a girl walked up and hugged him
When she let go three years had gone by and she was in a beautiful white dress and the boy now a man smiled
I love you
The boy loved his wife
Every morning he called her beautiful
Every night he kissed her forhead before sleep
Even the day he got the call that his mother had unexpectedly passed away
I love you
The boy missed his mother
He he looked for her in the clouds
In the Bible
In the bottom of every bottle
I love you
Along came a day when his wife told him to stop looking and read
Three hours later she was packed and the divorce papers were signed
I love you
He cried that night
He missed his mother
He missed his wife
He looked to the sky and cried
"Father!"
Why am I alone
Please don't let this happen to me
I love you
That's all he heard
When he woke up he realized he was not alone
He had God to lead his life
You see when the boy asked his mother
"Why!"
Something special happened
That night he dreamed a life without
God
He soon learned God was always saying to him
I love you
He realized real friends aren't had
They are made threw life long experience
God placed the boy at a crossroads between
Love
And
Anything less
The boy now knew he simple had to chose love
He knew he could because
He was loved
I love you
Sep 2, 2016
Sep 2, 2016 at 10:30 PM UTC
Dug deep I digged this dirt and dragged down dark dermal tissue,
Diamonds in the rough.
Picked and plucked I perused polished pieces of painful porcelain, piercing pockets in my peripheral parts, precious pearls and petals I peeked and pounced.
Bleeding black blood from bored brackets in body's bursting bark,
I grasped golden, gleaming glory. Gazing greedily like I'd gotten God by his good gourd,
I let needles nick nocks into niche nooks and night nothings knap nooses around my neck, my needle in the haystack.
My night, my might, my one of a kind,
My Kim.
May 13, 2017
May 13, 2017 at 5:41 AM UTC
Words said
Glass broken
Words whispered
Words written
Black and blue
Blood runs
Tears fall
Nocks loud
Screaming an crying
Roses thrown in a whole
Crosses where worn the day he left me ...
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Blood spilled
Ghost tracks down her back
tears fall on a old picture
Curses yelled
an blood ran again
( this was in tribute to my beloved best friend Ash ..he is gone now...an one day i hope to see him again )
Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 10:50 AM UTC