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Rainbow Jul 2019
So what's done is done.
The tide has come, the tide has gone.
Washing away with it all the feelings.

A marage of repent, coupled with a lack of focus.
Almost as if jumping was your worst fear,
But you did it anyway.

Expecting forgiveness, why though?
You were the one who jumped...
You acted.
And now the lights have dimmed upon your soul.
Dustin Dean Feb 2017
Impervious to the oscillating fans of time
It ran into all man made obstacles
The question burned on the final cross
“Were you the real master all this time?”
Until I staked it with the sword of progress
Soon enough, we turned into rats
A sense of humor was well written
Into the natural order of all things
But I still had to pick off dead skins
From my head onto the winds
Leading me to self-deprecate
I wondered, what was the point?
Grasping at that marage of me
Burning homework in fifth grade
Pillars of bright fuzzy bliss
Surrounded the flames around
I climbed and I climbed up one
Until I reached a pulsating hue
I touched it and the bell rang
I looked down to see superiors
Laughing, for I had to fall down
Then, I felt the rope burn
Worthiness, the drive of a soul. The drive to a place where consciousness meets reality in the chupah of these realms. A transcendant drive that captivates even to the greatest depths, beyond comprehension.

Worthiness, the elixir of redemption that wells up from the deep. That bleeds out from the sensation, the manifestation of what is internal flowing externally. How can one neglect such as this?

For when the sorrow comes and the worthiness forgotten. The soul wanders around, aimlessly as if a wanderer lost in the desolate places. Their tears be the only quenching to the dried throat plains.

But when hope comes like a marage in the desolation. The soul drinks of the elixir, he remembers where the consciousness meets his reality. With now tears, droplets that revitalise the soul. His wounds mended, his strength imbued. This here the drive, the worthiness, the redemption at the chupah of these realms.
Megan Yocom Feb 2018
In the dept of disparity​ i drown...
I don't ******* care...
I am alone evermore...
No one there to keep my heart beating...except myself...
Bleeding through my eyes...
a cascading burning desire of pain...
Everyone filling me with lies...
Yet i believe them all...
I **** myself down and allow myself to believe in the fantasy...
Allow myself to accept the fallacy that there's hope.... Yet there isn't...
its a shattered unicorn of a marage in a dessert of a optimistic fool...
I expect too much...
Hoping for love but failing always failing always drowning...
But **** it if im meant for this pain ill use it...ill be it.... ill rage in it...
If i end up alone so ******* what...
im meant to be there anyways...
I am already there...the darkness consumes me but im tired of fighting the darkness...let it consume me...let it roll in my fingers...let it ooze from my pores...let it Fill my eyes... let it flow in my veins and consume me...let the darkness be my name let is define me yet be my ******* *****...
The rage is there...
Not allow to be released...
always in control...
always one foot in the circle one foot out...
I try to step in all the way but the min i do the circle moves...
I am shut out...
Always reaching for a happy ever after not realizing its the true brothers grimm...
Always reaching for a hand...
Yet scared to hold my palm up...
**** that hand **** that palm i will hold darkness in my hands...the rage will force itself through my knuckles into my fingers as i jab it through someones face...
I am angry...
I am filled....
I am alone....
I was always alone...always

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