"luminol" poems
I am partial to a shifting psyche
I am hard to find when I give up my act
I find the long way back
I am a lighthouse when the wind blows south
I am open mouth when I go off the track
here’s to the long way back
Parallels with my insides
Luminol on my black tie
Lucid all til the white lie
I’ll buy anything you say
Archivist of the meeting
Red of wrist and of feeling
I exist just to see it
Seems to be all that I crave
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 5:28 AM UTC
Luminol when sprayed on a cleaned wall
that was once stained with the blood of a human being
will light up every splatter, and reveal the crime scene in all it's
chaotic splendor, even after years of careful hiding
Things happen every day in my creamy, dreamy life
moods, like the calm bay that hides the sharks underneath
the blood splatter of the natural cycle is covered in blue indistinct waves
while carnage and drama play themselves out in the silent muted depths
And as the bay gets darker the further you go down
especially in the deep canyon where a fervent Japanese submarine snuck
into California waters, and chased a boat around briefly before dissapearing
forever, just as these depths contain mystery and waste
so my thoughts, once so churned and pained, lie dormant and unseen
with the plastic forks that are stuck in the sand
and the plastic bags that move by in the darkness like ghosts
Because beneath the surface, in that deepest groove
is where all the pain and waste and wreck of civilization has accumulated
and is creating a new order in a once pristine reusable recyclable landscape
But I cannot see my depths, only try to feel them
in a primitive way, like sonar--what is this?
A small submersible floats through the deep cold water down there
through the snow flakes of biological residue that is food for life
and it looks at the garbage and sends back a video signal
that this is a warning, of our ceaseless, accumulating destruction unseen
Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 11:37 PM UTC
Lying in my bed
everything is dark
save one cell phone
the screen glowing
like dim blue luminol
sprayed on old blood
The room is packed
with various screams
desire from years ago
unchecked and ignored
an undiagnosed patient
My bed is a deserted oasis
circled by cardboard boxes
all filled with old skeletons
mangled and unidentifiable
My phone's battery dies
sudden like a faulty switch
forcing me to accept fate
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 2:58 PM UTC