"jaiden" poems
This is how it will go.
I’m just going to roll with life throws my way,
Pain or happiness,
Moments of euphoria or depression
This relationship has been the best ever.
But like every human being,
I have my fears,
My anxieties.
I won’t worry about you hurting me,
Running away,
Or finding someone better.
I’ll focus on the good times,
The ones we create.
Regardless if we keep creating more,
Or if unfortunately you leave me with the moments we created.
Just know.
Whatever it is you do with your life my love.
Leaving me,
Or staying with me.
Hurting me,
Or loving me.
I will never ever stop loving you.
I don’t need mutual affirmation for that.
I’m always wondering for a place called home,
I think I found it.
My poem is going through different topics now.
Jaiden.
Just know.
Wherever you go.
Whatever you do to me.
Whoever you choose to marry.
I will always love you.
Cheat.
Lie.
Hurt.
Do whatever you want to me.
I’ll show you I can bend without breaking.
I will always love you.
Forever and always.
I promised that when I first said that.
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 5:01 AM UTC
jaiden ( jack in my other poem ) ~ you joked about suicide/ depression/ mental illnesses. little did you know i suffer from all of them.
my ***** donor ( dad ) ~ you were to blind to see that you were doing the wrong thing and hurting people while doing so. you're currently in jail,, *******
my aunt ~ your head is shoved to far up your own *** to understand that not everyone likes you and wants to hear what you have to say.
a few old friends ( eva ) ~ we just distanced ourselves from eachother,, nothing more nothing less.
( janell ) ~ you're the average popular girl that you'd see in movies. i dont surround myself with ***** who talk behind their friends backs. i cut you out of my life.
before i publish this for the world to see lemme say that 2017 was one of the best but worst years of my life.
on the good side,, i finally got the name "doormat" off of my forehead. shared so many laughs and made friends that i hope i keep forever.
on the bad side,, my depression and anxiety. my depression in itself was at the point where i honest to god didn't think i would make it. my anxiety was and still is so bad where im scared to leave home and actually communicate with people out of my friend group.
all in all,, 2017 was one of the biggest pain in the ***** yet. lets make the future better than the present.
Feb 10, 2018
Feb 10, 2018 at 5:37 AM UTC
jaiden speaks to me
her voice is always so clear
never stop speaking
Sep 21, 2022
Sep 21, 2022 at 6:42 AM UTC