the thoughts that make you squint your eyes
the memories that make you smile
that in between point after happiness
and before sadness
is what i feel when i think about you
so hard to define
yet so easy to identify
to hear one more word from your mouth
is all i could ever ask
but would i get closure
or would i just keep fighting for more

the blinds allow the light to hit my eyes
in a way that makes me think of you
absolutely blinded by beauty
the orange color of the sunlight
the seducing red of your hair
the way it hurts to look into it too long
im in love with it
with you
with the sun
with the blindness

jaiden speaks to me
her voice is always so clear
never stop speaking

I only write,
when
I am in love
or
Falling apart.