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Simon Oct 2019
A fulcrum to a virus, is stabilizing the charge of negativity in the bodies natural system. The heart feels it’s blood rippling with contractions. Main internal organs feeling the depth at which disturbance is relative to the norm. The norm being (activity) in the face of hustling environmental situations. Outside your system, or inside isn’t contrary by any means. It’s the same as if it were simple inputs reacting in a form able to move on its own accord. Syncing with the outputting world. Activity starting to measure itself for the greater good. A judgment calls in the face of closing a deal. The deal is finally running into something meant for challenges to address the norm from growing stale too early to experiment. Experiments meant to mold something that’s already in preparation. Waiting for the call to the fulcrum making ends meet with the negativity taking effect. Stronger as the virus who is used to surroundings of this caliber. An arsenal made to manufacturer imprints onto your biological code of conduct. Operating a system’s (will) against its own preparations. A set up of different fulcrums into the breath of negativities process. A virus! Virus includes its force of adjustment in the form of flaying innocent diagrams. Innocent diagrams pinpointing the exact locations which the virus could have a better hold of a body’s systems to executing its process of negativity. Spreading this unusual influence will boost the construct’s own fulcrum. So now it’s virus’s fulcrum versus body’s fulcrum? Can’t predict what hasn’t started processing the experiment. Knowing that much, will scare your interpretations from ever taking true shape. Never appreciating another awareness again. Only as long as it’s needed to accomplish it’s objective. Virus or systems encased in a body formation. There more alike then you think. Giving credit away from what is truly obvious. Virus…bad. No virus…good. The virus might as well shove its fulcrum right down your throat! Forcing you to understand just how premature you sound. Experiments issued by the systems controls, enacting a system wide preparation. Conceding balance controls. Its preparations already tested itself enough in its own environment. Its own tools and mechanisms ready for performance. Components never shy away from a challenge. Unless you’re a conscious base simplifier? Wanting nothing more then to not issue such orders. Getting in the way for a conscious system never understanding its own velocities bouncing one second to the next. It’s sometimes a burden in the light. Focusing on too much, is sometimes a headache waiting to run you dry! Virus prompting the systems desire to accept its fulcrums challenge. Respecting the process of negativity to run it’s course. Tempting the virus to not drown its components too easily. Virus tempted to act. Systems body waiting for virus to take the obvious bait. Which is too good to be true? If only the rules of different fulcrums were to make a biological check under the hood. Everything wouldn’t be so confusing, repetitive, or complicated. The list doesn’t go on and on. It lapses with the same circulation of promises to act on certain flaws that are made out to be one-sided believe and claim. When it’s actually the one-sided always tipping the scale in the end. Concluding the advantages of two opposites never winning the same side as itself. One-sided meant for only one giant slice of balance can be met. Never completely diminishing the result thorough to its points of interest. Interest is already exasperating its body language! Process of negativity is openly resonating from deep inside. Cells becoming soggy. Filled with disbelieve in itself. Trying to interlock messages out toward other neighbouring cells of similar placements. A cell being no more different then someone’s own home. Space reacting to your design. You’re believe system. Instincts holding sturdy promises to the experiment. Which meets every expectation available? A heated discussion between the spaces of cells. Something is radiating those spaces between ties uncut by regular motives. Fulcrums don’t imagine well. It’s a circumstance of visuals, and feeling. Nothing more to hold your own full of reflective potential in remaining stable between your relations. Don’t let yourself become uncomposed in the face of negativities actions. The virus is cunning. Yet ill tempered. Never hesitating to take the whole neighbouring block out with itself. Annihilating itself over the control of its fulcrums (want’s and needs). Diverse a charge to big for complications to arise out from the self replication that is voting the fulcrums negativity to higher platforms. Frequencies ricocheting back and force. Like kids bouncing from phase to phase, in order to find themselves. A dust settled in wrong claims of itself. The experiment was a sham. Virus has been tricked! Tricked by its own flawless nature. The system rejoices the claim of servitude. You were never really supposed to willingly action our will to newer adaptions. It’s tolerable to think two sides of the same coin, could ever amount peace. A peaceful remedy too powerful for the likes of a mere prisoner. The virus gasps in suppression. Never dislocating influence back into the stream of fulcrums not yet devised to join it’s cause. A cause made up. No servitude. Except for one ego rising better than the other. Becoming its own worse enemy. A self reflecting charge full of gimmicks too in denial and childish to RIP succession apart! The virus speaks one last time. I-I…thought we had a deal?! Now how does a deal go unaddressed, when we didn’t notify each other of such claims? The prisoner is escaping! Hold it for ransom?! The fulcrum of systems body, sinisterly grins delight. Let’s test the strength of similar brethren. In the attempt to draw more to our immaculate system of faithful desires!
A deceiver in the light, thinking it’s the deceiver in the dark. Mixed communications through tightened visuals of appealing the issue. Judges something not what it seems to be at first.
"Our cattle graze, the wind breathes." -Garcilaso *

It was my ancient voice
ignorant of thick bitter juices.
I sense it lapping my feet
beneath the fragile wet ferns.

Ay, ancient voice of my love,
ay, voice of my truth,
ay, voice of my open flank,
when all the roses flowed from my tongue
and grass knew nothing of horses' impassive teeth!

Here are you drinking my blood,
drinking my tedious childhood mood,
while in the wind my eyes are bludgeoned
by aluminum and drunken voices.

Let me pass the gates
where Eve eats ants
and Adam seeds dazzled fish.
Let me return, manikins with horns,
to the grove where I stretch
and leap with joy.

I know a rite so secret
it requires an old rusty pin
and I know the horror of open eyes
on a plate's concrete surface.

But I want neither world nor dream, nor divine voice,
I want my freedom, my human love
in the darkest corner of breeze that no oen wants.
My human love!

Those hounds of the sea chase each other
and the wind spies on careless tree trunks.
Oh ancient voice, burn with your tongue
this voice of tin and talc!

I long to weep because I want to,
as the children cry in the last row,
because I'm not man, nor poet, nor leaf,
but only a wounded pulse circling the things of the other side

I want to cry out speaking my name,
rose, child and fir-tree beside this lake,
to speak my truth as a man of blood
slay in myself teh tricks and turns of the word.

No, no. I'm not asking, I, desire,
voice, my freedom that laps my hands.
In the labyrinth of screens it's my nakedness receives
the moon of punishment and the ash-drowned clock.

Thus I was speaking.
Thus I was speaking with Saturn stopped the trains,
when the fod and Dream and Death were seeking me.
Seeking me
where the cows, with tiny pages' feet, bellow
and where my body floats between opposing fulcrums.
the other Umi Feb 2017
Brittle fulcrums

The year is 2020, and i’m beginning to believe i was born asleep and I'm still caught up in my slumber, or haven't quite had the day dream where your name is the answer to all my questions about the universe. I've seen much of the world. Its joys and its cruelty. I'm scared to live now, everything I touch breaks and every move I make turns into a catastrophe. I've asked for forgiveness from those I've wronged, but words are just words, they can never undo the damage. You're somewhere in the world living your life, and looking back to this moment I'm sure you would've never thought that miracles do come true. By all means, conquer the world, and when you're done you'll find me in the woods and tell me all about your travels while we sit around a bonfire. I'll be writing books and teaching my kids how to unlearn all these social ills. The pain that people carry in their eyes and the Colgate smile on their faces confuse me,  so I need to get away. I don't know why people always try to hide their sadness when in reality they fall apart as soon as the crowd clears the room. I've learned that love is beautiful, but also love is a muscle you need to build from inside. That while some relations never make it till the end, the love remains, and that while some relationships survive the test of the time, the love dies along the way, in the end all that's left is tolerance and duty. People love you you know, but you'll never know this if you don't love yourself first. Sometimes I feel like explaining how it is being in love is a lot like making the sound people make when they're explaining to the mechanic what's wrong with their car. We walk around with price tags on our heads, moving from one relation to the next looking to wear others down in order to fill the void in our hearts. I see a lot of messages about how "love lives here", but you'll be shocked to know how much love leaves here on a daily basis and we never get to know about the ugly parts because we never want people to know when our lives are falling apart. The lies we buy, hoping that the truth might come on sale. I know this is weird but I use my left hand to *******, because, someone in my teenage years told me that using the left hand makes it feel like someone else is doing it. My hands hurt, not from *******, no; but from the things I hold on to when I shouldn't, and things I let go when I should be clutching . My knuckles are bleeding. I've knocked on some doors for far too long, I even set up camp outside, like my fellow Africans outside home affairs in search of identity. Like my homeless friend Baldwin who made a home of the pavement outside the convenient store. One day we spoke about life and death and I realised how much knowledge can be attained where others see despair. My shoulders hurt, cos lately I feel like I've been carrying my people's ignorance for far too long. This Valentine's day I wanna wear a costume that looks like you when you still loved and valued yourself and show up on your door step.  I wanna tell you how I never used to take much notice of abandoned buildings until I became aware just how much I resemble one. The only apology I want from you is an explanation of why some women would want a bouquet of roses on valentine's day when they can have bottles of rosé instead. I think the only reason I love the history of Vikings besides the character of Ragnar Lothbrock is the fact that the men were equally bold when it comes to expressing and sharing their love openly and when it comes to taking a life; which oddly reminded me of my obsession with swing sets when I was just a young boy. My head aches, I think life has been knocking some sense into me and sometimes I'm not sure if it registers. And to the people who've ever pushed me away, I wonder if you used your left hand so it would feel like someone else did it. I know global warming is real but my life feels like it's been snowing forever. I am cold and fatigued. The kind of tired that cannot be fixed by sleep. Albeit I've survived much of winter's doldrums, my heart still rests on brittle falcrums.

W.M. Zimbiri
Poem inspired by Tom Leveille @avxlance
What of those cowardly doldrums to which I relied,

Identity defining fulcrums I felt I must abide?

What of a person, compels them to oblige,

Refining fear and placing all their faith aside?

Must I be exemplary when they finally stem the tide?

Haunted by the memories of every faulty stride,

Knowing that I'll never be... perfection...
even if I tried,

As if the failure lessened me
with damage to my pride.

Despite this insanity I go forth unafraid,

Be gone needless vanity!
by which I am dismayed,

I've been granted amnesty
to the deception of your crusade

For there’s strength in my humanity
Stubbornly refusing to wither or to fade.
Being of strong mind, and capable thought;
another lesson is heaved into the bubbling
cauldron. Mixing race with culture, and
calling it class. Resulting in a flimsy
structure of many long centuries painfully
remembered.

There’s an ear shattering creak, as rusty
fulcrums scream under the weight, under
the burden of opening, no longer obstructing
the way.
Portraits dangle on walls without eyes;
the pictures appear appalling, appealing to
a morbid sense of understanding their
meaning, while the slippery remnants of
recollection leak their way through crevices
cut naturally by adaptation.
Cupped hands lead upward to sip the
awakening water, to quench sleeps
invasive thirst. Lips pursed in anticipation,
but finding nothing.

The hallways are long, narrow, and
ominous. The script sewn into the carpet
remains guiding, luring eyes to an inscription,
a proposition, a base formula, a base
acknowledgement of it’s traveler’s plight.

“To whom it may concern,
A ****** watches without being seen,
it’s the danger of being caught that makes it
so exotic, or so he thinks.”

Like an added post script
the construct continues,
“To whom it may concern,
…agitating festering wounds bleeds
one of incurable diseases, but open to the
elements infection is unavoidable,
is destiny.”

Breathing deep, the wall’s rows of names
seem to bicker with one another. The last
feeling passed over by the next, but so
goes memorials to the fallen.
Wonting hands laid upon recessed text, feeling
remorse, appreciating the context, but
portraits of humanities wars are better left
forgotten by promises of a brighter future,
darkened by the shadows of even more
visitors.
Each one feeling betrayed, their words
are anachronisms for life, each a piece of
memories that puzzle.
Reflections seen in pools of water, wine,
and blood. They set themselves at the table
of divine intervention, consecrating the partakers
in the challenges of wisdom, folly, and atrocity.
The wandering eye of fellowship focuses all
too often on the flock, not it’s proceedings,
and the floor reads,
“To whom it may concern,
Hubris is the elixir of apathetic fools
too self conscious to doubt their integrity,
and too mindful of appearance to check
their arrogance.”

Maybe they’re wrong, maybe constructing
theories of bigotry into philosophy is
democracy. The branches serve as perches
for vultures eyeing the fatigued mass of
flesh, hair, and fingernail. Lost in an unrelenting
question better left to the professors of entropy,
consumed and propagated, used to nourish
the whole, procuring fate.

The dimly lit corridor rises, then falls. An
immense sense of fear rifles through the body,
for the first fallen sojourner is found, clutching
tight to a book, as though the worst to come
was locked inside, locked within his grasp.
The books titled, “Fleeting Souls”
struck by irony, and fueled by suspicion
the first page reads,
“…and after me another will come to see,
but before death must be victory. In these dim
lights the only way out is the death of struggle; the
psyche’s want for identity.”

Vaulted ceilings, artistry slaved over for
centuries. Looking up, consuming the
craftsmanship he has no clue where he’s
going. The floor remains guiding, the
portraits appalling, but it’s the ceiling that seems
so supported, reminding him of his own
demons, his own hand crafted cages.
One foot after another, the journey’s long, and
sadly disappointing, but this is after all
a social ladder, a climb for status, a birth
right to die before witnessing the awe inspiring
vision life has procured for those whose hunger for
definition remains insatiable.

In the distance the door booms closed.
He grasps the past sojourner’s mind entrapment,
and takes another step forward.
Whispering to himself,
“I’m in here somewhere.”
Julian Apr 11
The hydra-headed janiform neurergic neves sparked by jangadas of bangtail silverskin therbligs of ostentatious stack impudent against inveterate nomothetic scrupulous dirigisme in niaiserie because of incorrigible rhathymia guarding graft as eunomia for aerophores and volplanes of nidamental wrackful filigrees in subversive rudenture complicant to the latticework of nimonic scarpetti scansorial to every specter of ekka sphecoids because of a firm constitution of mackintosh statolithian perdurable protean verve in chameleonic tricotees of steeving suretyship buddling bait-and-switch bumboats and cozening paltripolitan smug with hauteur and aplomb surnominal in every arena because of immarcescible stipulations of svedberg inculcated in criminal umlaut leveraged deftly by ulatrophy, virgation and organizational opodeldoc eclaircise stripteases of purebred cyanotypes of equanimity despite tilt and tilt immune to gyrating ginglymus of linear crackdown and cubic idempotence in overlocked sciamachies entangling osnaburg and polity in quantum thigmotaxis precisely orthogonal to orichalc sesquiplicated by organity boundless to degrees of variegation in revalorized exchequer beyond snooperscope peers skittish on marksmanship and precise stenography maximalist in vestigial obsessions. '

Yet the  revenge of nodalities of nevosity the coquetry of invidious vendetta spurns peremptory rudenture brackish in tarnished hues of handspiked rackrent subterfuge backfired in implodent flashbang casualty via oersteds incidental to odonterism in frenzied bangtail blemishes hampering obvention favoring broader dirigismes armipotent with ixiodic argali keystoned endlessly into ravenous interramifications immensely integral to the surface area of negotiosity (the circumjacent proctor of the conservation of chryselephantine duramen of the interpunction of  sublimated bulging catalysts of numbat volumes gaseous only in hypothesis yet fungible in categorical interdigitated vulcanization permissive of protean permutation immunifacient to entropy in monolithic suffrutescent latency readymade for exigent subrident fiascos) that preserves mainsail fulcrums of stochastic stabilization of the composite quantum uncertainty of volatile aleatory variances in an unbounded system ratcheted by subduplication. A stupulose adjutant preservation of firm rubefaction contrary to jack-assed adiathermancy compital to elflock because of ideological bowdlerization of balanism simultaneous to wrackful adenalgia and dizzying balefire confirm the elephantine pedigree as an acroamatic commode which (even in baseline disagreement derived from tangible acharne pivoted on several centrifugal cultural aborted acerbations) absterges the trauma of oneirodynia with cynosure dancette subsidiary to meritocratic afterclaps of azoth finessed in clockwork filipendulous auxologies slightly sunbittern because of echard reductivism and maximalist emphasis on perdurable swells in the radial radiance of spherical umstrokes pliable to expansion of scale and scope never finifugal nor neglectful of the potential backfires of the autecology (very predictive of malaise in attemperment) of alembicated vicissitudes of deterministic akinesia subservient to regnant finite bounds of possible contortionists of interramification yet decided by preterition.  Yet despite the pedigree of a volplaning society partial to interlamination in sordid dereliction the swape and swanskin of standpipe realism augmented by orthodox adherence to intemeration of subternatural banderols because of overhailing innitency against indumentum becomes a stunsail inglenook of all terpsichorean modular realities conceived by freethinkers despite froward agitprop styming sufficient latitude to pinpoint with imputation reformatory agenda to imbricate an idiorhythmic attempt at ichnology subsumed by a supreme confidence in oikonisus and faithful fidelity combined with the iatromathematics of sociogenesis to  formulate a pragmatica sufficient to streamline stradometrical stolisomancy of a comported dirigisme to conform to bronteums of blaring social justice imperative to broader civic decorum such that both the barmcloth and the ashplant unite against  the worst stulms to manufacture a diplomatic coherence of stibadium cognizant of imperative aberuncators slurvian and dilatory to orthobiotic optimums to unionize public morale and private discretion to appoint emergent meritocracy tholing the collective triune causal mandate of anti-flautino, anti-fracedo, anti-specular inertial impedimenta to bionomic swapes compatible with the integral stipulations of the suretyship obliged to tangible stipulations relatively intransigent to systematic rejuvenation despite prerogatives of oystercatcher eyeservice ponderous to the overall business model but transcendental in deontological value. Chomping vinegarroon skullduggery partisans embattled with jordans of acciptrine papaverous rapacity because of mehari metaplasms have largely been transformed by the backfire of acarpous vestiges of historical inantion but the reprieve of callous jockeyed cladogenesis in nomogeny is so sussultatory it remains and remands the custody of a Republic to anemocracy as a tribune to acipenser overcoming acyanopsia and acyesis simultaneously in gambados of happenstance virtuosity referential to adjutant aggiornamento that transubstantiates prurience and cultural larceny into reclamation of spiritual provenance and providence transcendental and regnant over the affairs of men. Adipocere refrain by all pointillism policing a system where veridical paranoia is estimable in the jurisdiction of bugaboo transmuted into hobgoblin subterfuge is both an entangled thixotropy of mutual abseils of afterdeck of  wrepolis parturition of willowish seguidilla bartered against sheer leverage of mandarism of kitthoge kirking with yogibogeybox cryptadia siderognost magnets superlative in wrangled telematic tantiemes of adjutages of sericterium “generators” bequeath to scientific leverage sledging nimiety on varsal vastation of vardles versus human capital exorbitant because of simpered advection funneled through aedilles macroscian and cyclonic to watershed gullywashers of evaporated joy and frowsy taxidermy liturgical in aerodonetics outmantling aloof affeer nucleotides of overhaul deprived of Anglophonic reach and cultural zest.

The allemande dodges abaculus aardwolf vaalhaais raadical in harling handspikes of abvolts hammerkopping specious whangams halyarding affiance to habanera exosculating sublime eurthymics into ethonomic warbling vacillations of tentation espaliers gradately distant from apophasis desiccated by the preeminent precedence of epigons morphing into epigones whipstaffing oppidan octrois of vaccimulgent brehon eruciform only to brickbat devolution stymied and sweltering among raglan obsolagnium plevisable to parabasis of paralytic ichnition of cookie-cutter iberis of cultural uvala by polyphiloprogenitive hibernation urubus infiltrate with surnominal reach to embattle newfangled controversy with inveterate propinquities to prejudice, stature, largesse, prosperity and capital command goading sciamachies among sudd, wroth, sastruga, striga and woonerf internecine to mummified wittols of scofflaw Marxism against boskets of woodreeves glinting tantalized prerogatives at clueless doytining websters of jamdani steenboks walleteering only to agathist zero-sum pullulated divergence (too velocious in psitticism to garner traction) in vehement diaspora odonterism (the disheveled tombola of wadmals of yonderly clarity from yellowback fortunes of yarak bonanza) such that proxemics actually redoubles the fortunes of falsehood at the expense of integrity in finifugal frames of projicience while patient proband proairesis of piscary leverage monotrochs inveterate scruple delaminated by rigid metaplasms by tympanies on baseline primordial psychogony to keystone apperception into renewable therbligs of bias telarian in sagacious silence at officious gambados of intellectual elitism of tautomerism of tachytelic bacillicide pregnant with rumchunder progeny vernalized into precedents of pedigree because of ventrad verglas whorling into sussultatory frenzy amicable to audiences once divorced from the gilberts predicating glottogonic gleeds of samizdat freer than ever in gimballing supplications to gavelkind viscid because of virtuosity embalming partisan divides because of jiggermast kickbacks wergilds for cultural acharne in rabid fuming crestfallen jurymasts of plighted failure (or ignored pertinacity) as the predominant caenogenesis of the few prolongs the prosperity of the many. Simultaneous to the predicaments of biocenosis of cenobitic realpolitik ceratoid on stringent cathexis to normative fringes frigid to Keynesian bonanza the enthralling chabouk of underdog chamfrains jockeyed on champaign inheritance proven by the liturgical emergence of recondite chapbooks garnering chevet in chrematistic gnotobiology prove singular when stricter proscription of plenary coemption because of the forbearance of supervenient idealisms  that abrogate crudity engage in coquelicot chirapsia buddles elements of alloyed negentropy from chasmogamy to negate emphatic negannepaut and harvest nepenthe in nepionic perscrutation on grounds of grievance always parallel to neutrosophy nidamental in a bonce of several interchangeable theorems of bontbokian boyau redacted in incorporation of some minor tenets of omphalism as a bricole against swarf clothed with broadcloth niceties to annul specular indigence among spodium with clever centralization in orichalc edulcorated against institutional effulgence and instead focused on ekistic agiotage fond of altricial largesse dabchicking popular morale in pious fidelity to the verdict of azoth mathematicism in mantissa mediated by scaled oligopsonies of initial auncels (due to poor trade agreements and gouged alarmisms with unwieldy disproportionate burdens on the United States) balancing once baragnosis becomes apprehensive of being apprehended to the extent of prospect checkmating specter in the augend of social mobilization.
KorbydAngyle Dec 2020
A universe can contort

so to mistakes?...
ah though a king wouldn't profess
rather its a a date with music,
a cool hoagie, for now I've returned

Common cold theoretically a disease
waiting to happen in every champion
Huhn!- it's but a nasty charming maddened *******?

Vision body sound mass coalesce

Traipsed able as a cat yet seeking
shields for the wind/ a right veering
glance a hawk marking the terrain
each stand as today they might any other
but one claims power and the body enables
a triple folded humility, presumptions
and right of fastidious delight

To punish as scouts and predators or vermin and bats?!
Is that what the universe allows of us?
Or is that simply hope?... through meaning and
power through adamant or daunted claims of eminent domain
To think after all that!

Couldn't we simply call somebody
and advocate or fume about
the self or whom was treated so badly?

Verses harm and being handed to killers
The rage and  the atmosphere of discontent,
it  has left... maybe nothing

Granted it all seems very artsy but its not as if
asking a keen bunch of girls to join the rack
and honor a trench of bodies tortured for a week
in chains not to mention dirt

dirt

Dirt kicked around mixing earth and motion
against fulcrums of weather through time
The green, as with thought thus the land
is grass or a leaf... the slipper that  is now
pressed to cross the done well to brazen
excellence becomes sweat and toil window to  soil

These are the challenges of a universe and
yet the thoughts amazed ""subsequently""
arrive as though dress rehearsed
with a resonating transcendence
I had an idea when i finished this that any one person could use whatever word they found appropriate for the sense of reality etc they get from the poem at ""subsequently""

— The End —