"avalanching" poems
Eyes
so dark they swallow reflections,
Lips
dried and burned by acidic lies,
Tears
avalanching down proud cheekbones,
You
scream curses to the sky.
I
stand watching on a hill.
Tears
painting blood on the green of grass,
Lips
bit shut to prolong the silence,
Eyes
reflecting flames of the setting sun.
From where I stood
I could see
Shadows dancing
Around the barren patch of land
Where you stood watching
As the sun plummeted
Extinguished by the frozen skies.
You stood
Looking out to sea
Fingernails cutting
Deep into the palm of your hand
As you held on
To a single white rose
Dyeing it red as the grass at my feet.
From where I stood
I could hear
Tears pounding the soil
At your feet
A steady rhythmic beating
Like a heart
Still bent on living.
You stood
Whispering to the shadows
Circling like vultures
Their wings clipped
So they crawl on the ground
Like worms slowly trying to make their way
To the secret underneath your feet.
Eyes
gray as the bright lonely moon,
Lips
whispering the silence of goodbye,
Tears
settling on the edges of a crooked smile,
You
took something that was once mine.
I
lie buried in damp regret.
Tears
locked behind deadened eyes,
Lips
poisoned by your last goodbye,
Eyes
sewn shut by the hand of your obsession.
Mar 24, 2013
Mar 24, 2013 at 3:21 AM UTC
Looking beneath behind through as if searching for a small speck of dust
Some kind of answer or hint, please
All the while hiding cases and cases of confidential files
Neurotoxic venom building up underground about to explode in geysers of
What the **** is going on?
What are these letters I type in contrast to the static blizzard
Freezing brain cells avalanching down
Drowning in its overwhelming white intensity
Covering all traces of understanding
Seeking every last hidden-in-plain-sight human and universe motivation
Contemplating every glimmer in hopes it was just a reflection.
Jun 12, 2010
Jun 12, 2010 at 1:50 AM UTC
Hawaii,
Just the name sounds magical,
Oahu.
Oh, wahoo!
But the swell was dying down,
Not as big as days prior.
Still good enough for me.
The undulating earth,
Not fire, water.
Slow rollers
With surprising speed.
Cresting, foamy peaks
Avalanching into those clear bowl-like valleys below.
Temporary hollowness
Racing to devour the escape
As the sleek slide rides
On until the chase is up.
Barrel after barrel
For time out of mind that day
Was spent in the surf.
Great day in those crystal waters
Riding the waves of the earth.
Nov 18, 2010
Nov 18, 2010 at 9:04 PM UTC
My soul married yours long before it told the heart,
That was your secret gestures, it had been concealing
And shy alphabet letters formed our non-linear talks
On which ancient symbols were awakening with the news,
That my rapt countenance longed to behold only you.
And in Morse code, my riotous pulse was pinging,
In tiptoeing tiny steps, toward your smile-fragranced planes;
With small sips of blind and drunken-wheeling wonder,
On Adirondacks of time, I finally met your gaze.
And together found, we were writing the same vows;
Our fingers following a bright-feathered knowing,
And scented blooms of flowers knew your older names;
And avalanching comets swept clean the turgid dawns.
Then the seeds of forever were pocketed in your breath,
Wreathed by stars, and saved for hidden yearning.
Jul 13, 2010
Jul 13, 2010 at 12:27 PM UTC
riot rhythm
vertical to vertical
we're all going up or down
there's no cross section
it gives me those jitters
where you're lurching fast forward
let's just fast forward
so we can waste time
regretting things
waiting for the dreaming hour
waiting to escape
always hunting for energy
that isn't manufactured anymore
it's when the layers are pulsing in your ears
that you remember the real life
long ago.
muscles spazzing with every
twitch of the clock
there's not enough space in the
world to occupy my heart's
beating motion.
the ambulance is going faster
when you're sinking into the earth
nothing's written in records
and Hancock never lived
nor did I.
buried in the ground is the
only positive pressure I've
ever befriended.
close to the ground
head under a table
deja vu
I wish I lived earlier
so I could feels the same
kind of emotions they did.
I think I do.
tears avalanching
onto the mountainside
below my eyes.
nothing catches my interest
or my eye
quite like a happy tune
with sad lyrics.
Feb 3, 2013
Feb 3, 2013 at 8:28 PM UTC
I remember my life avalanching on a slope of no particular location worth remembering
I recall the fire of our love fading and embering
The hot coals of your soul turning black with the breeze
That swept over the car as you tore a life apart
I remember wishing to tear out my heart
If I could only take it from your lockbox of love
Where I misplaced all my trust
You would sprinkle on your fairy dust
Explaining how it's best for us
Even how I should've known this was coming
These god forsaken legs won't start running
Better to bear the brunt of your blade slowly slicing two lives from one
I remember my life avalanching on a slope of no particular location worth noting
I remember you walking into my life but can never recall you going
Jul 30, 2013
Jul 30, 2013 at 2:38 AM UTC
just when u think are no mas/no more
love poems left in your receptacle
turn on the radio and here comes
the love song trickle and then an avalanching ball rolling
soon you're balling too
soon you're bawling too
soon your words are...brawling
praying to no one/anyone who will listen
busted bent, fervor'd and fevered,
never end this compulsory breaching need,
never end this compulsion pleading skilling,
**** this cursed prediction
when desperation takes over,
succeeding where success is fleeting,
and failure is a bully boy's beating
from fists of frustration
for obvious reasons,
she pronounces,
write me a love poem
so fresh! that it is renewable,
that comes without an expiration date,
living in the small fridge in my head
so when I pull open that door,
where our paths sure to cross,
will fully feed my need
to be revived, reminded,
what I mean to you,
how I am your milk and your water,
how to juice you,
arouse fruits of desire of plum and cherry colors,
in our touching heads,
where we meet,
is the meat of you,
is the meat of me
let me find you
in the mid of night,
straining,
staring at foods,
tasting inspirations for giving you,
then me,
the kindest satisfaction
of a love poem
cease this brawling come to bed read me your newest
with those chattering dancing speaking fingers
feed me lovely poems
Jul 2, 2016
Jul 2, 2016 at 12:34 PM UTC
If my dream state
was in charge of my awakened form
I would contort and transition--from mouse
to praying mantis
to your eyelashes
fanning out your dewy dropped ache
Offering permission
allowing all of your pain to taper
trickle down to nose
down to curved lip
down to chin
avalanching onto breast bone
And what if I was a megaphone
Or a confident white man
in some overrated leadership position
Or a scooped out couch cushion
I would let you sit in the same spot for years
I would stand at the podium
and declare that I have never felt alone
or insecure
or flattened out
or in yearning to trace the calic in your hair
or a triangle of *** and feminism and woman
Could you imagine if we were voyeuristic with our touch
with our chaos
with our close eyed kisses
with our eye contact
conversations
The world would not be able to handle any of it
at least our world.
Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 11:02 PM UTC
you will come back
in every five seconds
in every five minutes
in every five round clock
in every five changing snowdrops
on the pavement
eon of epoch, your tardy shortcomings and
my in-sync horology
still i wait for you,
and sundial
of your promise
you will come back
in every winter
in every summer
in every spring
in every fall
weathervane foreverly prevail
still i wait for you,
with glimmering eyes
and avalanching hopes
you will come back
in every monday
in every wednesday
in every friday
in every sight of sadderdaze
a repertoire of mystical moments
per diem of price
still i will wait for you,
in every sunrise,
in every twilight
Oct 14, 2021
Oct 14, 2021 at 1:28 PM UTC
One time
I asked you if we could have a mirror installed on the ceiling above your bed
You laughed and then said,
why would we do that?
I felt only slightly embarrassed as I answered
that I wanted to see you from a third person perspective lying next to me
Because at times it felt almost too good to be true
Like when you say all these things you thought that you knew
And it turns out you never really knew anything at all
Like that it actually is possible to spend the better part of your entire existence trying to identify with the freckles on his back
or attempting to keep all of your sanity intact when you find yourself avalanching in love as you run your fingers along the track of his spine
At which point I pointed out how nice the mirror would be
So at any time I could glance up and see our bodies intertwined like the waves in the sea
And the absolute guarantee that there will always be stars in the sky
Even if you can't see them
The same way that in every goodbye there are words left unsaid and tears that aren't shed for the simple reason that we are all just trying to somehow keep our **** together
And so whether or not there will ever be a mirror above your bed I'm not quite sure
So I suppose, for the time being, my other senses will have to assure me that this will suffice
But that's quite alright
Because the feel of your skin on my hands is more than enough to ignite my own imaginative powers of the beautiful way you must look next to me at night
Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Hear the emptiness deep within
There are echos of grief and sin
All the petals now are finally gone
The thorns rip like the words to a song
And all that is sacred is bled
And it's dead
No one cares
And nothing's said
The moments are boulders in your head
Avalanching from the lies you said
And the winter's warmth is false comfort
The winds chide and howl in retort .
And all that once was you
Has flown
South by Southwest
Now is unknown
And the children laugh and play
Oblivious to the pain's display
And you wonder of a poem in Blue
A distant path you once knew
And the tempuous
Tides have changed
For the once courageous . . .
Now deranged
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 9:12 PM UTC
From all the scripted things I've said to you
To all the brand new and the nerves
I rise and set around you ever since
Wishing everything was mine and yours
It's a slow unrolling gaining force each time
And avalanching into every day's dreams
I wasn't ready to admit it, but now
I couldn't have designed you better
I can't help but concentrate on
How perfect you are
Because you remind me of everything good
And the tone of your voice can level me out
I think about you coming like a flash of lightning
I think about you changing my mind
I would have never given in except over you
You overrule me with any effortless laughter
At the first sign he will be that kind of starry eyed forever
I will sign away my everything, and venture into that wild.
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 3:25 PM UTC
slow down
something i’m not good at lately
i’d rather not
yes i’m caught
yackety ******** a paralyzing something
avalanching from mouths
(our only exercise of the day)
too hateful
to be called
wor-
the gorgeous ambiguity of oxblood
i almost forgot
my love
for discussion
but when your insides break
and people well they
can’t see internal bleeding
yes, i’m sure you can all relate like that one time you didn’t get lead and he shared his blunt with the miniskirt instead of you.
but when the air
quite literally escapes you
and you don’t have a moment to
reach out and scream from the pain fight
fight like hell for someone else’s life
stop the bleeding you can’t see
before it floods the brain
and drowns his nervous system
and you leave him
terrified
you were too late.
Dec 13, 2015
Dec 13, 2015 at 5:10 PM UTC