Pain has left my house
because she was nothing
but a louse
and a parasitic insect
and a very contemptible
person to live with because all
she ever wanted to do
was to inflict her pain
while stealing my soul.

Along with her she took Lies and Hurt
who were really a couple of  jerks
always looking for someone or something
to infect and now the two
will just lay low until
they find somewhere else to put
on their show.

Hurt and Lies know that they
will always be needed again for control
and will always have a job to do
somewhere so they just stand by
on call and patiently wait
for another wall to climb over
and another heart
to devour.

Since Lies , Pain and Hurt work so well
together they all had to leave at once
because they know that they are not welcome
in my house anyway
so thay will just go somewhere
where they can be somebody
else's dunce.

Sorrow and Despair ******* stay either
because they felt so rejected
and they wanted to stay
with Hurt and Pain
because they were getting tired
of being locked away and having
no place to play and nothing
left to gain.

Joy and Love finally came back home
where they belonged after
being gone for so long
and I really missed them and this time
they promised that would
never leave and apoligized
for having been so deceived
and promised to stay
and be my friends till
the end.                                                    Jon York           2012

To my next one i apoligize for all the pain i may cause,
For your heart i may destroy,
For your feelings i may hurt and may not even adore.
U just gotta kno theres this pain deep inside, one i cant endure.
So when i hurt you im sorry, i know ive apoligized before.
But this pain you must endure so i can be sure that ur not like the rest, like i said im sorry...i am.

It hurts that she never apoligized.
I wonder if she ever thinks about me being hurt.
I think so much about her.
But I don't know if that's good, or just
a waste of time.

And I still haven't figured it out,
yet.

It hurts that she never apoligized.
I wonder if she ever thinks about me being hurt.
I think so much about her.
But I don't know if that's good, or just
a waste of time.

And I still haven't figured it out,
yet.

She found it strange how you can go from telling someone every detail about your day and you even memorize each others daily routines, each others favorite songs. You memorize their scent, you start to slowly use the same vocabulary. You might even recognize their voice between many other people's voices. Sometimes you know a person too well to the point where you can know what they're going to say before they do. From going through all of that to not saying one word. You could've known all of that and memorized every detail about them. But life hits you by surprise and you find out despite everything you thought you knew, you really didn't know the person. You've been fooled. This person you thought you knew the most wasn't the one you had in mind. This wasn't the person you loved, this person wasn't different like everyone else. This wasn't the person who you thought was faithful and loyal. This wasn't the person you figured you'd last with. This wasn't the person that you thought was amazing and showed off to all your friends. This was a person who had lied to you, made a fool out of you, broke you and never even apoligized for it. So, yes she found it strange how you go from seeing a person as your soulmate to a cold hearted stranger.

If I were to go missing or to die at any momment
my friends wouldn't miss me
I deleted messenger one day and none of my 9 friends tried to even contact me
they all had my number
6 months later one of my friends contacted me and apoligized because her phone had been broke and she just got it fixed
she told everyone assumed i was DEAD
Aperently for 6 MONTHS everyone decided i must have DIED
make sure you know who your friends are