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Nay Jun 2016
Nos docti, pensantes — Sed non semper veridici
Nos docti, Sed plus Scimus — Non spernentes

Quod dicunt alii
Pardon my grammar, latin & english aren't my mother language
Johnny Noiπ Sep 2018
nature dictates two things; the
complete & utter destruction
of any & all things, & rebirth

late 18th century: alteration of & per se &
‘& by itself is &,’       chanted as an aid to
learning the sign;    the ampersand is the logogram
&, representing the conjunction "and"; originating
as a ligature of the letters e & t [et]—Latin for "and"
[Wikipedia]; Other letters commonly used with: &c.
(etc.: etcetera; Latin, from et ‘&’ & cetera ‘the rest’;
neuter plural of ceterus ‘left over’), Language of origin:
               Latin; Alphabetical position: 27th
                Writing system:             Latin script
                Variations:          ﹠, ∧, ۽, ⅋, &, et, ,
                         'et al' from Latin et alii

a punctuation mark (,) indicating a pause between
parts of a sentence. It is also used to separate items
in a list & to mark the place of thousands in a large numeral
2. in music a minute interval or difference of pitch
3. a butterfly that has wings w/ irregular,
ragged edges & typically a white or silver
comma-shaped mark on the underside of
each hind wing.           late 16th century (originally
as a term in rhetoric denoting a group of
words shorter than a colon; see colon (1):
via Latin from Greek komma ‘piece cut off,
short clause,’                               from koptein ‘cut.’
A whole world at my fingertips
Mine to create and explore
To fill with people and cultures
To bloom from nothingness

Mine to take care of
Mine to destroy
Mine to avenge
Mine to protect
Mine to adore

I have sought love and found it a million times
Lived happily-ever-afters for millennium
I have crafted worlds where everything is perfect
And worlds where it doesn't matter that it's not

Boredom and loneliness are things of the past
For in this place I have all that I need:

A
Home
A dimension
A grand adventure
A sanctuary for my soul
A place where I can finally belong

I live two lives:
My life there
And my life here
Here, in reality
Dull, plain reality
Where I am Cursed
And love skillfully evades me
Where my happily-ever-after taunts me just out of reach
Where there is pain and danger
But without the promise of love and adventure
Sometimes I wish I could stay
Stay in my world
But I could never pick just one
One Para or character to become
Because I love them all
One world to inhabit
Because they are all so wonderful
And good things wait for me
On the other side of the Metamorphosis

One day, everything will be great
We will always Triumph
Alii Semper Vincemus!

And my worlds will always be there for me
I will always have my power: to go wherever I please outside the realm of reality

Someday, I'll share my power with the world
But for now it is my sanctuary
My one reprieve
Nothing
Can ever make me give it up
As a Maladaptive Daydreamer, I have a sort of real life superpower: to enter fantasy worlds in my head. Too bad they're so good I wish I could stay there. Even if it's the literal zombie apocalypse, I still find myself longing to live there for real, at least for a little while. Every blessing comes with a curse I guess.

The world I'm writing about is Lindsavadia, a fantasy world of my own design. I drew it, and am world-building and culture-building right now. I actually created it for a book I'm writing! Writing a novel is HARD, but really fun. This is the first daydream that I introduced Lindsavadia to. I decided to use my daydreams as a technique for world-building, because it needed a lot of work. So I threw some of my favorite Paras in there and took them on a grand tour of Lindsavadia. Best idea I've ever had! The world-building is going GREAT! Way better than if I'd stuck to writing only.

I never thought I'd get this far. Truly amazing. I don't know what I'd do without my Paras and worlds. I hope that someday, I'll be able to share this magic with everyone

Sorry for the ESSAY haha!
failed
transformation

broken
Metamorphosis

you were not Gifted
or
Cursed

now you are split
not merged
not strong

your butterfly
has malformed wings

good
Monster
striking
failing
unable to comprehend
who
you
are

I thought you could be a
role model
an example on
who I should be

but now I see
you showed me what I must do
but not how to do it

you do not understand
you don't know
who
you
are

the beautiful thing
you could have become

you are lost
split
broken

I inherited this creature, this Monster
from you

but I understand it
accept it
embrace it!

my Metamorphosis will succeed
Alii Semper Vincemus!
you will see
I will show you
who
you
are

you are broken
clinging desperately to
shaky
control
you must see that it's not working
you will break
and then you will see
who
you
are

I love you anyway
You failed your Metamorphosis
failed your Monster
failed yourself

I will learn from your mistakes
They told us we're insane
We were under attack
Helpless
Afraid
But we triumphed
Alii Semper Vincemus!

We triumphed
And everything is going to be ok
But we couldn't have done it alone
Without each other
we would have failed

One to be friendly
and social and innocent
To be adored and underestimated

One to stand firm
and protect and defend
To keep on fighting till there's nothing left

One to charm
and be unbothered by everything
To be confident and relaxed and fearless

One to strategize
and organize and lead
to know just how to get what we want

One to prove that we are correct
and whose purpose is not yet known
To make mistakes but make up for them

One to keep us all together
and appear as though we are solid and one
To be a mix and mediate and rejoice in our triumph

We are the Others, all of us united
Though difficult to understand

I have been taught that faith is about not needing to understand
to believe it is real
And this has been a true test of faith
But the Others are as real as anyone else
And I will never stop fighting for them
and for me

Alii Semper Vincemus!
One day, everything will work itself out. No one said Metamorphosis would be easy.
And with the Others to help and guide me, I'll be ok. We all will.

This is the first poem I wrote actually using the name the Others. They have been referenced in lots of other poems and even co-wrote a lot of them, but this is the first time I've been brave enough to truly share them.
Inspired to share by another young, misunderstood plural, Thanks for being yourselves!
"Maybe I am cursed, maybe I am gifted
something tore inside of me now everything has shifted
I've been feeling twisted
I've been feeling twisted
Call me paranoid, call it my addiction
But I could lose my head with just a little bit of friction
I've been feeling twisted
Oh I've been feeling twisted"

I'm not quite sure I understand
Like, am I cursed, will my hands
cause anguish, torture, death and pain
Or can I use this to my gain?
every day I fall apart
use the songs to build me up
with promises of future triumph
but is prophesy enough?
Can I tame the Monster inside
Or am I doomed to be its slave
Or one day will I testify
For His will was all this pain
I have to trust in what is coming
Keep fighting, running, screaming, gunning
perhaps what is seen as cursed and hopeless
can be used to bring his gain
ok, we can do this
Together now we've got this
Alii Semper Vincemus!
We will triumph, they can't stop us
We will not surrender now
everything is going right
someday things will get better
as long as we choose to fight
So maybe I'm Cursed
But maybe I am gifted too
and maybe I can use these powers
to bring glory to You
The shifts inside me bring both beauty and pain
I sense friction is coming
and friction I crave
Sure, I'm scared
But I no longer bow to fear
I know what I've been called to do
All this pain helps me prepare
The song at the beginning is "Twisted" by The People's Thieves- absolutely amazing artist, you should check them out.
Added my own rap relating to my translation of the prophesy.
Johnny Noiπ Oct 2018
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the tow sets of mattress mom the yellow and the feathers
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Dentes canis soror mea POV abscondam Satanas
win                        Ad receptionem lucis stolidus
Turn Iudaeorum talea bibere calidum gun dilexit
vita est monstro nefas in tenebris exspiravit
digitorum abstracto insanus flammis
Musa sapientum fixa, et gypsy pythonissam
scit enim de momenti sexus
versio rhythmus, culcita, stuppa autem
occidere mom ipsa exterior flavus et plumas femoralia
Sancti originem, relicto
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Et innitatur ostende magna, substantiae intelligentes
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from the hot gun she loved life; the wrong monster
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shooting from his Banana, and the gypsy witch knows
the importance of ***
her version of the rhythm,
the mattress, and with the wick,       however, to **** mom
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and the breeches are the same
The origin of the Holy Spirit,                       they left their
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The show is based on a large, intelligent substances
rain of poetry,      and the glory of the help of a teen
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(300) Motherhood Speed ​​US.
In their sleep they are dreamed.
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In fact, the least number to create.
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