"ahhhhhhhh" poems
The night is dead,
A million cells dispersed
Into the atomic universes.
(Pieces of me)
She turns over,
Takes the smoke out my hand.....
Puff,
Ahhhhhhhh,
" You can leave now"
Everything is nothing,
And in the mathematical juggernaut
Of life making life,
One in a million will make it,
I will die 999,000 times:
And it is 65,000,000
Years ago,
A single asteroid with an asterisk
Kills all life to set free life,
I am a root carnal
Subjective interlude of the lustrous desire,
The **** of my *****
With no humanity,
Come and go,
One night standing
On a galactic precipice of infinite
Possibility,
But what separates the animal
Is heartbreaking,
Because the animalistic nature
Takes me to the moon
And I am just a man,
I leave behind what?
" Nice meeting you"
A fatherless angel 9 months into
Forevermore.
Jun 26, 2016
Jun 26, 2016 at 1:38 AM UTC
why? Why are you in my dreams every night every day I can't stop thinking of you you're always there, I opean my eyes and your'e gone I close my eyes and there you are making me the happiest person alive but then again I wake up and you're not there and it kills me , I feel lonely sad , depressed, and confused I don't know what to do all these thoughts in my head, these memories, I'm just lost I miss everything about you everything we had , it hasn't even been a week and I'm still a mess it's almost a week one day shy, just like tomorrow's night sky it will be beautiful I guarantee , just like you , and that's all I see , eveywhere I look I see you , I'm hypnotize like biggie smalls , and confused like jimmy Hendrix , I don't know what to do, all I can do is think about you , what am I going to do when your gone 2000 miles away on the west coast , am I gonna be okay or will this keep happening, you haunting me in my dreams , me thinking of you so that happens, why does this happen? everyone says I can do better , but there is no better to me you are the best , you understand me , I understand you what's better than that when we don't argue , maybe once or twice and 10 half months that's pretty solid if you ask me, no love can never be as strong as we were once meant to be , but we are different and we stuck through so much I don't understand what happend to us , we were strong and then weak and we lost each other in less than a week , that's all it took 10 months so strong as one week to break it down so we are no longer one. But. Two seperate for now like the west and east, so far , but as friend we are as close as ever before , so what is to come in this journy of life , ... Love ? ....Happiness ?.... A new beginning ..? Who knows except you ... You don't even know , .. time knows , but time can't speak only the people can , and that's what makes time , time is voice , not silence and that's why you haunt my , dreams well .... So I think , how long will I be haunted ?? I guess as long as I think of it ,,, how long will that last ahhhhhhhh I hate time I wish I could just know, but I can't do for now i still love you , and that's all I can do as long as you haunt my dreams
Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 4:04 AM UTC
I heard a knock on the door as I opened it he began kissing me,then he picked me up and walked over to the bed
I pulled him down on me and pushed him over on its back, I got on top and immediately start sinking my nails in his chest
He stripes me slowly while kissing on my neck and ******* on my breast, my underwear was soaking wet
He got up and pushed me against the wall and start kissing and licking my neck, I wet myself as I tried putting my hand in my underwear I realize it was already off
I turned and pushed him against the wall as I bite down on his neck he lifts me up I could see the stars I could even touch the moon, up and down we went as I shout out "Marry Me!!!"
Out of breath he whispered in my ear "Back to the bed it's time to cry baby voice"
So grecfully I fell to the bed, as I look up in his face we began at it, we both were in pain but we didn't stop
He turned me around while I bent on my knees with my back arch "Princess my waist hurts"he said yet he wasn't going to stop
He then went for my hands and pull them back as I gently raised a bit to feel everything in my tummy, I began to cry for something that hurts so bad feels so good a the same time
Around i turned to lay on my back once more,he then gripped my waist and pulled me with a force, I could feel his hands shaking for me been at this for hours
"Ahhhhhhhh!!!" I heard him moaned as I saw the Beast inside of him,he then fell on his back right next to me with a kiss to my cheek......
Sep 7, 2016
Sep 7, 2016 at 1:50 AM UTC
I AM SCARED OF BIG NOISES, IN LIFE, but i don’t want to be scared
you see the dog barks at me i go ahhhhh, leave me alone
you see, i hate when drunken yobbos yell at me, all because i drink their beer
you see i am scared of kids treating my like phedaphile
and i am scared of getting robbed, or mucking with robbers
all getting robbers to muck with me, because i act small for my age
i am scared of getting bullied for what i say
i don’t like people yelling at me, and sometimes i be a little young dude, to stop myself from getting robbed
i am scared if my old life will come back and rip my heart
sometimes i used to be a hooligan so i feel bigger than the family teasers
i was showing dad in the 1990s how i can try to handle teasing
but sometimes i feel the teasers are going to kidnap me to tease me
and i don’t want to be strange, i want to change
i hate when people yell at me saying SHUT UP, TRYING TO BE A YOUNG DUDE ARE YA
i don’t want to get bullied or kidnapped
and when i see a dog, i yell out ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh
same as if someone looked dangerous, you say ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh
if someone treats me like a hooligan i go annnnnnn i am a family person
i am a family person ahhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhh
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 7:54 AM UTC
I can't even pinpoint
When it begins
All I realize
Is that I'm somewhere else
Far away from here
Inside of loves layer
Built in my core
I'm lost in you
My mind spaces
What I was doing
Is now done
And I can't remember
Any of it
Cause I was there not here
Ahhhhhhhh
I don't even ask
For a ride
On loves wheels
It's like an alien invasion
Ur ****** up from the planet
Exsist in an open galaxy
Made of intoxicating inhales
And even better exhales
There is no other place
I'd think to be!
Dec 15, 2016
Dec 15, 2016 at 1:24 AM UTC
I’m tired I wanna go to bed
And cuddle my beautiful beautiful Ted
I take my meds
And Athena sends me up to outer space
So she can work on my legs
And help my toes
In bed for friends fighting the foes
I am tired I wanna go to bed
And cuddle my beautiful wonderful adorable Ted
I am very tired very very tired
I might have another yawn
Have another yawn
Ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhh
I meet my dad and Aunty Pam
They are sitting there eating strawberry jam
I see uncle Dennis and Aunty daphne
I also see uncle Stan and granny and nanny
The medication is pushing me
To be nice to family
Which is fine but I have my own interests
I want to go to bed
And cuddle my Ted
And see my friends miles Blackburn
And Steven Papps and Nicholas roots
I want to talk about bowling back then
But I don’t do it anymore I am just too tired
I am tired I wanna go to bed
And cuddle my beautiful wonderful lovely ted
Make me feel comfy in my comfy comfy bed
I might have another yawn
I might have another yawn
Just for you my cool little dude
I fly around in outer space
Drinking smoothies as I go
One planer is as hot as hell
One planet is plainly just snow
I have spoken to Johnny cash
Who told me he is sonny French
And spoken with slim dusty
Who is Hayley Leblanc
I was jamming with them
Making me feel too tired for normality
On planet earth
But I am tired I wanna go to bed
Cuddling each teddy bear that I own
Feb 28, 2023
Feb 28, 2023 at 3:54 AM UTC
Poem, The old wheelbarrow
"She felt forgotten, antiquated, awkward
Ill-fitted, incapable, unsuitable, worthless, barren, meaningless, mediocre, unessential and trivial.
AND A BIG FAT INCONVENIENCE.........
Her capacity for anything and everything dwindling as an over ripened apple loses its juice, any strength drained, sapped, starved and strained each time a new **** began it's desperate life, each flower that bloomed before her, somehow rendered her invisible.
Held together by the rust that life eventually bestows upon us all.
Tyres deflated, wheels that no longer held hunger for new adventures.
Nuts and bolts that had long since argued and permanently fallen out with one another, the rust settled between them enduringly as the woodworm to its dinner.
She was a sorry excuse for a once beautiful, strong and hard working wheelbarrow and she had almost given up................
✨️Ahhhhhhhh, but her wisdom!!!! All those years.......What of that?????✨️
She'd always listened,
absorbed,
but never knowingly spoke of this
What she had yet to learn,
Was that she had housed each tiny living organism.
She'd provided honey for the bees, and in doing so, life for the world.
She hadn't set any world records,
(No)
She hadn't knowingly saved any lives,
(Yes)
but she'd protected,
given out her wisdom freely
and all with so much love.
Absorbed carbon dioxide and fizzed out oxygen.
Given love in abundance and rarely asked for any in return
She had given a safe space for the thoughts, secrets and words of her sapling flowers
She'd been self sufficient, self reliable, independent, indestructible, valuable, knowledgeable, needed, wanted, desired, capable.... Oh. So. Capable.
The rust, the flat tires, the weakness of strength both in body and in mind, is just a part of being the best version that you can be.
To carry on regardless for yourself and for your flowers."
*********It's taken me all **** day, but I no longer see a worn out and batteted wheelbarrow.
I see a vessel of immense strength, determination and an abundance of love ❤️ *********
Sep 16, 2022
Sep 16, 2022 at 10:36 AM UTC
I was once a romantic, still love the sound of a babbling brook,
nature still thrills me, but a cynic ahhhhhhhh a cynic Ive become. A Disillusioned romantic. I would greet a stranger walking down the lonely street.
but many do not smile or greet you back, people walk bye with faces like stone. I too am turning to stone , I don't smile at strangers any more. Inside I cry, inside I'm sensitive. Have
I given up on Love? the violence out there troubles me, Why do people fight when it would be so much more pleasant to smile and hug and shake hands in the sunshine.. A cynic is but a disillusioned
Idealist. A cynic sees all. knowing nothing of life. they just spout there strife.
L.S. March 2nd 2021
Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 11:57 AM UTC
My heart is curious
And my mind has many questions.
Maybe it's time to explore.
I see an abandoned house.
Creepy spider webs and
Creaky floors, but I
Decide to explore.
I take one step and it's
Immediately two back again.
This place is too scary.
I turn around and
Find myself lost.
But it's super fun here.
I'm on a rollercoaster heading up.
AHHHHHHHH!
But this thing is going down.
I'm frightened again.
I start seeing spider webs and
Hear the coaster creek.
What's going on?
Just one more question in my mind...
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 8:36 PM UTC