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PoetryLover Jun 2015
all i can feel is regret
realized how much i wasted you back then
i just want to forget
everything but i'm not sure if i can

too late for that young love
but too fast for you to move on

i feel sorry for you
for not giving you the chance to have me
for not letting you love me the way you want it to be
for tearing you apart
and for breaking your heart

just found myself reading
back to our small talks
back when you were still feeling something
for me but you just suddenly walked

away, i remember your promise
that you will not have anyone until we graduate
but there really are things that matter
okay, you don't make it anyway

too late for confessions
too early for fear of rejection

i feel sorry for everything
for not giving it a try
for not saying to you what i have to
before things were ******* up
but it's too late now
now, i'm the one who's tearing apart
and breaking my own heart

it takes everything in me
to have some courage to speak to you
but you're not giving interest anymore
think my efforts are wasted

so i better know where to stand
and just accpet things the way it should be
but it hurts that i still care even if
you're not doing the same thing
Adrian Dec 2014
I cried in 5 days
What I could not cry in 5 years.

I rarely do,
but now I find myself pushing back tears almost everytime.

If this is what you want,
to fear the same way you fear

then my love for you compels me to accpet.
NGANGO HONORÉ May 2021
Why then
I'm ready
For what then
To face my frights and the frustrations of my past wrong choices and dare again
dare at last
Is it sufficient
Yes
Proof it
I made inquiries
And I followed my instinct and my own advises
" accpet love in the day , and be sure your feets are on earth when she comes to you"
I digged as gold minner
I never stopped searching
As an archeologist
I built my self with the awarness of a wolf
And I scrutinized places als an accurate Inspector

My conclusions were blessing
And my prayers let me to God's own seal in you
That's why you're my angel

So when I  was this sure of you
I remembered an eldered who said
" Love is a jail and with you I've choosen a life sentence "
He quoted again
" Without you, my house is just a shelter. It is in you that I find my home"

And these words meaningfully
Are mine for you
" Love is a jail and with you I've choosen a life sentence "
Only you
" Without you, my house is just a shelter. It is in you that I find my home"
If not you I'm in the wilderness for eternity
Happy End 😊

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