Red is all I see
Blood
Dripping down my arm full of sorrow
Despair and Anger
I should've went with my heart
and trust my own self
But it wasn't making me a better person
It wasn't making a better us.
...
I let my guard down all the way down for you
BOOM
It hits us well, me
I'm broken into millions of little pieces
and don't know how to be fixed.
But…
It was my fault too.

Don’t judge us
For we are people like you
Just because I’m in the streets
Holding my girlfriends hand
Doesn’t give you the right to say anything
For me and her are just like you
…
Human beings

When the sun is no longer in the sky
And the moon slowly rises
Is when I truly miss you the most
Those late nights when you’re not by my side
Just makes me feel so alone
It sometimes bring me to tears
But
I know one day I will reunite
With the love of my life
My wife

Never put them first.
When you’re the one that come lasts.
Never give your all.
If they only give you half.
Next time make sure you come first.

I want to explore you. Not just your body, but your
mind. I want to feel your thoughts, I want to know
what you mentally yearn for. I want to make love to
your mind so we can become on. So strip for me. Not
your clothes, but your troubles. Let me inside, for I
long to explore you.

I am
At the point where
I can’t even cry now
I just get a heart wrenching pain
It hurts

Confused is black.
It smells like a thick cloud of burning smoke.
It tastes like after taste of cigarettes.
It sounds like someone screaming for help.
It feels like a burning agony from inside.
It looks like a deep dark tunnel.
Confused is being lost in the clouds.

Heart
Breaking
Tears
Scarred for life
Yet, unspoken words was left behind
Yearning for what won’t exist

The soul is what I crave and yearn for most. I want to lie next to you
and look deep into your eyes and look beyond your physical beauty.
I want to be able to sink into your soul and fall in love with your
thoughts and mind. The way your mind thinks leaves me speechless.
You’re so creative and full of color there’s nothing about you that’s dull.
I want to make love to you not just to your body but your mind, the mind
is like a canvas a blank canvas which you have to color yourself.