venks

venks Oct 19

one phonecall
one sentence

changed everything forever

late wake ups
everyones gone

soobing on the cold tiles
throwing up in front

the only thing left

childhood shows
comfort food
sunset swims

some thoughts on the time when hearing about a close family members pasing

#grief #family #change #twenties

venks Oct 19

how

new mornings
new days
new nights

without you
forever

thinking about feelings I used to feel

#grief #lost #feelings

venks Oct 19

overflow

too much

empty time
frustration

information
opportunities
open chances

given ones
lost ones
choosen ones

open paths
ready to be discovered

by people
who are wanderers
of a silent generation

feelings from the last couple of months living in the big city working in your twenties

#lost #twenties #change #generationz

venks Oct 19

friday night

in between two worlds

border to border
sunset watching

old life
new life

restless
in between clouds

where am I

wrote this on the flixbus in between my former uni town - my (old) home and my new (temporary?) home - feeling overwhelmed of a big mixture of emotions

venks Apr 2021

winter nights

ice cold wind
disheveled hair

taste of liquor
on my cold lips

warming up my cold body
wrapped in cozy blankets

tearful eyes starring
into the wide darkness

coated by the sparkle of the stars
guarded by the moon

#nightvibes #winternights #lonely #broken

venks Apr 2021

together but alone

I was addicted
reliant on you

our bodies dependent
our souls independent

my thoughts still free
you failed to catch them

you just took my body
not my innermost being

#relationship #together #broken #distant

venks Apr 2021

mood swings

loving words
filling up my body
with trust and warmth

waking up
guided by a hold heart
longing for distance

#broken #trust #love #hard