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juno Feb 2020
i keep telling myself that im out of it


im done with relationships

that i dont like anybody


and i keep thinking of you.



i've realised that hey,,, i've fallen for you.
juno May 2020
one pill after the other,

what pill could **** me?
juno Dec 2020
maybe,

you should think of

smarter words,


father.
you
are
the
abusive
one.
juno Mar 2020
overused, ive been overused

and reused.

to your personal benefit.


you run me dry of my happiness.


you had me to benefit your own well being.


and now im broken, too reused to be used again.


i need someone to fix me,

not so i can be overused again,

not so i can be reused again,


i need someone to fix me,

so i can

be me.
ex girlfriend of 3 months. you happy now? you ruined my life
juno Jul 2019
here we go again
juno Jun 2020
i forgot what i was going to write
juno Jul 2020
just.. tell me to leave you alone.
im tired of watching you breaking my heart.
juno Jul 2020
isnt it ironic how,,

not even a year after you said that,,


you've already left me


and i don't know who you are anymore.
juno Nov 2020
i can’t express my feelings

i can’t tell you how i feel
i don’t know how to tell you in words
i can make noises and hand gestures,
but you wouldn’t get it.

unspoken words.

i wrote poetry to cope,

and then i left,
no one cares robin
no one wants to read this robin
no one likes you.
robin.
maybe
those words
aren’t meant
to be
spoken
juno May 2019
your shirt,
decorated with
polka dots
and bananas,
it smells
like your house,
like your room,
thank you for letting me borrow it.
it's adorable
it's cute
it's wonderful


i love you
juno Jul 2019
reading can block out reality.
juno Jun 2020
why get into a relationship when the distance was the problem? thats utter *******.

you dated someone across a whole continent once so whats the ocean gonna do to you?

you hurt him, you hurt me, you hurt my friends.

you hurt them, we aren't cool anymore.

i knew this would happen but i didn't think it'd be so soon.

i knew this would happen but i didn't think the excuse would be something so bullshitty,

just tell me i wasn't enough for you and that you got bored with me.

we both know you played with my heart.'
**** millie. 06.03.2020-06.24.2020
juno Dec 2020
someimes i get jealous.

what's there not to be jealous about?

she's

perfect.


she replaced me.

and now,


im just a background character.
i
was
always
there
for
you,

you
just
decided
to
ignore
it,

and
talk
****
about
me

behind
my
back.


your
lies
are
spewing
out
darling
juno Jun 2019
what makes you think that she’ll love me after i’ve made her do??

i was 2 years late.


I KNEW I LOVED HER AND I NEVER TOLD HER.




and now.

i’m crying over the girl who makes me the happiest.
juno Jul 2020
doing it again
i just need to be empty
juno May 2019
i'm scared.
i dont wanna play..
i dont wanna dance..
i dont wanna do it..
theres so many people..
theyre waiting for me..
i have to do my best, right..?
im not good at this
i cant do this
please no
please dont
leave me alone please.
i have a concert in 2 hours. im sorry
juno Jul 2019
'' im not scared ''
juno Jan 2020
you said that we could see what would happen.

“if we like each other we can start dating again”


and now you have a girlfriend
scarlett
juno May 2019
my scars run
from my wrist
to my forearm.
you might ask yourself,
"what has made her done this
to   h e r s e l f  ?"
simple.
i
couldn't
take
it
anymore

no one stopped me when
i wanted to end it
no one stopped me when
that knife marked my skin
no one stopped me when
i cried and cried.

no

one

stopped

me

from

breaking.

now i am very broken
now i want to tell people my story
on how i snapped
i left the online world
all my online friends
had believed i had
killed myself.
i came back, and
they were worried
"are you okay?"
"what happened?"
"where were you?"

i
dont
know

4
people
that
i
personally
know

that i
have been
constantly breaking
and they are trying
to get me help.

now i am waiting for a therapist.
i am writing down my dates.

i have been cut free for 1 week.
i have cut 3 times since i was told to get a therapist
by the people who care.

february 23, 2019

april 24, 2019

may 13, 2019.
juno Jun 2019
i’m in school right now.
i’m in history class.

please let me know what content you would like to read on here.

i don’t know what to do.
juno Jul 2019
i ******* loved you.
i really did.
i had this amazing feeling whenever i spoke with you.
we never met.
we spoke as online friends.
you said you loved me.
i believed you,
then
you left me
you ******* left me.
we don’t talk as much anymore.

we don’t talk.

you stopped replying to me.

and unfortunately a part of me still loves you.
juno Jul 2019
4 in the morning. seoul, south korea.

its a bit early for me.

i should get out of bed soon,

but im so tired.

maybe i can walk around to see what cafes are open.
juno Sep 2019
attack on the twin towers,
the news broadcasted the devastating tragedy.
-
i was born a year later.
-
parents,
devastated,

lost brother,
lost sister,
lost mother,
lost father,
lost close friends.
lost everyone.
-
moment of silence
-
-
-
-
to those who lost their lives,
waking up to what had seemed to be a normal day,
to go on duty for emergency services,
to crash that plane before it could even hit anything,
-
-
-
thank you.
-
-
-
-
we've changed our ways, haven't we?
-
er
-
-
you did.
-
-
-
i was supposed to be born
in new york.
-
they were going to live there.
-
-
-
yet after the attack,
-
days,
-
weeks,
-
months,
-
later they fled,
-
-
they left
-
-
for australia.
-
-
then they had me.
-
-
and it went downhill from there
juno Nov 2020
aren't you cute,
kitten?

i guess i used you too much,

your legs gave out.

shall i keep going?

use your pretty voice,
tell me what you want,
tell me how you're feeling.

you're such a cute toy
good ****.
juno Apr 2020
"nice hat, HOTDOG."
juno Apr 2020
that you talked **** about me

NINE YEARS. AND IM USING YOU? OH *******. YOUR SECOND FAMILY. YOUR “FATHER FIGURE.” AN EXTRA PLACE TO STAY. ALL THAG FROM ME



AND IM USINF YOU?? ******* IM KILLING MUSELF **** UOU **** EVERYTHING THERES NO ******* OOINT ANYMORE GOOD ******* BYE I ******* HATE YOU *******
juno Feb 2020
it hurts.


like someone had stabbed me.  



but it’s okay

since this is all ******* to you
juno Dec 2019
I HATE HEARING YOUR VOICE WHEN I LISTEN TO MY MUSIC

JUST SHUP UP

SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP

I HATE IT

I GET IT

YOU LIKE TO SING

BUT ******* SHUT THE **** UP FOR ONCE

I HATE HEARING YOUR VOICE WHENEVER I LISTEN TO MY MUSIC

ITS SUPPOSED TO BE CALMING

BUT YOU

YOURE MAKING IT SO ******* STRESSFUL NOW


im sorry/
anr
juno Apr 2024
the way my world was shook quiet
by you
when you screamed
my name
from across the room.

all of a sudden
it all came back to me.
juno Nov 2020
if you want me to be honest,

if im being honest,

i've healed.
the wounds you've created have healed.

i have forgotten you.

you are nothing but
an inconvenience in the past.


i dont need you anymore.
and darling,
that is how
you
let
go.
juno Feb 2020
everyone has someone to spend valentine’s day with

she has her girlfriend
he has his boyfriend
she has her girlfriend
they have their crush
they have their family


i don’t have anyone

but hey, to those who are in a relationship

congrats on your first valentine’s day with someone
anr mra cjr ksb sh ld
juno Jul 2019
2 minutes before midnight.
I can't seem to fall asleep.
Maybe it's the jet lag,
Maybe it's the stress.

Or maybe it's because I want to see her.

I'll see you soon Lizzie :)
juno Apr 2024
i had looked forward
to slow dancing with you
all night

and when the time came

you looked at me
after your friends
encouraged you

and decided that
i didnt want to
for some reason
you don’t love me
juno Mar 2019
keep smiling!
you look beautiful when you’re smiling
your smile is adorable
and you make me smile
when you smile!
i love you!
juno Sep 2019
"cause i'm just a silly girl in a stupid dumb old world
i'm just a silly girl in my stupid dumb old world
and he was perfect
he was supposed to be
i made him perfect
cause I wanted him to be"
-
SILLY GIRL, CHLOE MORIONDO
dont own anything in this poem, just snippets of the song silly girl by chloe moriondo.
juno Dec 2019
Smiling in delight.

Smiling in sorrow.

What's the difference?

You can't tell.
juno Mar 2019
“hello, my name is solar.
weird name, right?
i grew up in heaven,
it was really beautiful,
everyone dressed in white,
being happy,
flying with their white,
feathery, soft,
wings.

i’m different.
dark purple hair,
a few strands of white and black,
long hair.
black angel wings,
elf ears (as a child),
devil eyes,
wolf ears and tail.
i’m exactly what you think i am,
a monster.

i grew up with mostly white hair,
a few strands of black,
and an ombré from white to purple,
elf ears,
soft angel wings tinted grey.
i was adorable.
i was the queens daughter,
my father however,
the king of the underground nation,
known as hell.

12 years old.
so many bad things happened.

i was in bed, falling asleep,
i was carried onto a bench,
normal so far until,
i felt my limbs being chained down.
he was on me.
my father ***** me that night.  

i fell emotionless after that.

8 months later,
my baby boy
came earlier than expected.

thomas.
his name was thomas.
my baby thomas.
my thomas.
my son thomas.

i get banished from heaven the next year, leaving my son with my mother
she adored him
i found out i had an older brother

my brothers name is shadow
he’s great,
so caring, loving,
he helped me when i needed

2 years later
i’m 15
i visit my son after 3 years,
it’s his 3rd birthday.
i walk up the stairs to my mother’s
upstairs loft
i reach halfway,
i see my father,
throwing something.

thomas,

he’s throwing my baby
thomas into the fire.

i ran up the stairs, jumping into the fire to save my baby boy.

he’s gone.
ashes
everywhere.

where is my little boy?

i get pulled out.
i heal imedietly due to my “power.”

i’m sobbing.
i feel the kicks and punches hitting me.
i look up,
i’m on the floor, all i can see is red.
my father, standing their with his
blood soaked claws.

i sit myself up, trembling.
my neck, cut deeply
my arms, scratched so severely
my legs, bleeding
my white dress, was required to be worn
as the “princess of heaven/angels,” stained blood red.

i crawl to the edge of the land of heaven, staring down at my home, earth

i suddenly feel a kick.
i’ve been kicked down to earth,
i watch as heaven drifts further away from me.

it’s been 4 years.
i’m 19 now.
i visit my son in hell’s dungeon.
i’ve met my little sister.”
My character, Solars, backstory cut into a shorter story.
juno Feb 2020
i write out my feelings.
are they true? are the words i put out true?

hell, i don’t even know.


reading your poems about her, god

*******.


****.

yknow?


i don’t know if i can do this.


i’ve gotten better, honestly,



but now the scent of food makes me gag,


the sight of you makes me warm.


and she glares, making me stop.



i want to hug you.

to call you mine.


BUT GOD I ALWAYS KEEP QUIET FOR TOO LONG AND I DONT EVEN KNOW IF THE THINGS YOU TELL ME ARE TRUE BECAUSE IM SURE YOU WOULDNT TELL MY **** BUT-

but-

but it’s okay.


i’m a bit jealous, is all.


oh well.



at least your happy with the person who took you away
honestly, i wouldn’t like me either dude
juno Dec 2019
I think about how you're doing.

I think about you in general,

I think about the possibilities.

Could I hang onto you like a koala because you're so **** tall?

What if I hugged you? Would my head reach your neck?

What if I slipped under your hoodie and hugged you?

Could I sit on your shoulders like a toddler?

I wanna hold your hand, could I hold your hand?
to: michael derose
juno Jul 2019
ims rory
ims ro so sorry
i didnt meant its

plaese coem abcl

jsut plaease coem ack==
juno Dec 2020
i.
am very
touch starved
i
wouldn’t
mind
if
you
visited
to
hug
me
juno Sep 2024
i scream and beg for you to care
about anything

about me
about your firstborn
about your
about
a


me
juno Jan 2021
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
­stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
stop
juno Jul 2019
get out of my head.
stop it.


this is my body

get out now

pleasds stpos

gte oust now pelase
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