It is downtime
I'm away from depression, sinster
All alone on errand
I have tranquil here
Indeed an escape from her sweet lies
Wish this will never end
But it will end
And have to go back to her
Ooh ! I wish I feel this placid for ages
Away from failed relationships
    - Rodrick Kamen JNR

I want to break free
From these ***** chains.
My mind’s been caged for a while—
Silently, I suffer.

Unlimited freedom
Led me to the trenches of addiction.
I just want to feel alive again,
To quit this, forever,
And reclaim my mental peace.

Had light in dark
  Had remorse in delight
  Both vivid  and  blur
  Both sane  and insane
  Had insecure in comfort
  Had been in love and not
  Happysad still

We are not depressed
Just ruined from traumas and bipolar disorders
Of fake relationship we being through
Our minds been panged  from divorces
The divorces we had experienced

We are not suicidal
But  society has give us a low road to death
Suicide rate rising
The youth deny the reality,
By taking drugs

We are not the saddest generation
But  depression,PTSD, suicide rates
Are just on  summit
We hide  the reality
This life  will live us if not change,
If our mental health remain terrible

And after that relationship,
I wrote a thousand beautiful, sad poems.
Not to win you back
but to understand how I ever lost myself.

When depressed
And alone in dark room
Being silent with loudly mind
That time when thoughts haunts
When overthinking and overthinking
How do you found solace

When having mood swings
With grief and sorrow in downhearted
How do you found peace
That moment when feeling empty
Feeling ****** by blues and miseries
How do you find comfort

THE SAD ONES
You are used to loneliness
Grief is your only friend.
You walk in silence, with voices in your mind.
But with me, there is gospel:

Carry on, carry on.
Stare at the sky ,I'm there.
You are not alone. Stare at the sky.

This is hope.
If you're scared, go to church,
And find triumph in those silent battles.
Salvage what remains.
You've been lost for a while...

Here is your salvation.
You will be fine.