realizing that i'm not the kind of person
that has people,
i'm the person that people have.
i'm not meant to be loved,
im meant to love.
i'm not meant to be supported,
im meant to be supportive.
Im not meant to be anything more
than the person who's there
when other people need them.
i'm the person who people only reach out to when they need someone
I'm convenient.

I’d much rather believe
That you don’t see me
Than worry that
You do and choose not to

They say the first step to healing
Is loving yourself
I guess I’ve lost the battle
Before it could even begin

💍

She may walk like fire
and speak like wine,
but her lips
carry the ashes
of another man’s home.

Desire is not worth
the ruin you inherit.
No glory is found
in tasting
a betrayal
you didn’t earn.

🖤

I dedicate my days
to worshipping You
And writing sun-filled,
son-fuelled poetry.