I wonder what goes
Through your mind
When someone
Mentions my
Name to you.

oh no
i just smiled at a message again

im dying
you can't see it because its on the inside
but i am dying

the most painful thing you can experience
is falling out of love with your bestfriend

i find myself looking at his picture too often
the angry face i put on begins to soften
i tear rolls down my face and i sigh
i know i shouldn't have said goodbye

im addicted
im addicted to hating myself
im addicted to crying over you
im addicted to longing for the warmth of your touch
im addicted to reliving moments in my head i would give anything to get back
im addicted to looking at you and still getting butterflies
i know i shouldn't, but that's why its called an addiction