the Thursday's I couldn't
find myself pretense
has all but run

to single syllables
darting away from
the light as if
scalded  

all along and all
along you knew
didn't you
new again
instantaneous
instantiation
insta fren
listen 'gain
verbs reign

lift this part up
with your falling
fear of naught but
full enough
of listen

under look

Remain Open with
Your Self, Your Heart, Your Mind, and
Happiness you'll find

Keeping myself busy
all-day long
by completing
my to-do list,
kept me preoccupied
for the most part

but once
night fell,
a realization came
that I had no
human interaction
the whole time

which left me
feeling a longing;

no one can ever
escape
the need for
other people.

autumn leaves bed holds
song of gold to lay me down
kisses by cold breeze


Shell ✨🐚

Don't go looking for it
It will find you when you least expect it
So stop looking
It takes work and an understanding that some are not capable of
If you are toxic and it is all about you
Think again
When you love
Real love it is about two
I am not fond of the loving yourself first stuff
It never worked for me
If it works for you than more power to you
Real love is out there and when you find it and share it
Remember it is for now and eternity
If it isn't than please don't put a ring on your finger


C@rainbowchaser2022