Sometimes it's better for me to act as if I am a complete stranger to myself.
Sometimes it feels as if it's better for me to make myself scarce.
Sometimes it feels better for me to not feel myself at all.
Sometimes I do understand that I won't really have any one who loves me .
Yes Sometimes the reality that I live with scares me alot but it's not gonna make it any better,
So I really do hope that sometime someones gonna look at me like
I am
something different ,
I am
something beautiful ,
I am
Something that's worth living for,
Something that makes them feel as if I am enough,
Sometimes somethings can just be hoped for .

I am wise not by the choices i made but i am wise because of  the crosses I bear

Oh,I have sinned solemnly i have but not even once did i fall off the path of the righteous.
For my definition of righteous lies in my heart
I don't expect anyone to understand.

Here they stand expecting hell to rip me apart.
For my soul bears the mark of thy titans,something keeps tells me i will not dwindle like those
rotting in there for
their sins.