Im not overweight
But I feel huge
I'm a balloon filled with cement
Large and heavy
I only see round
I want to be little
Petite
Dainty
Underweight
I want a sharp jaw line
So sharp
I could carve off the pounds
Collar bones so deep
They could hold every tear
Shed while on a scale
Concave stomach
Filled up with water
Like the kind from the pool
Where I'm too fat to attend
I wish I could put the gender wage gap between my thighs
I want my bmi and my 7th grade age
To be the same number
But instead I'm large...

No one would notice I was gone.
Well what about the mother
With the caramel skin with tightly curled hair
Well what about the boy in your 1st period
The one with the gap between his teeth and ask for answers
Well what about the boy in your 2nd period
Tall with blond hair and uses your body to hide his phone
Well what about the girl in 4th period
Who uses you for a semester long bicker with boy next to you
Well the boy behind you in 4th period
The one with the tan skin, brown puppy dog eyes, with the braces, with a smile that makes your day
Well what about the girl who's locker is next to yours
Who always goes on about how hard it is to open her locker
Who would notice if I was gone?
Everyone