Dear depression
I'm writing to let you know
That I don't have anything else to give
You took away all my hope

What more do you want of me
The few breaths that I take?
They're not even for me I swear
I just don't want them to break
The ones who still care about me
Somehow you weren't able to push them away
I guess they're stronger than I'll ever be
But I don't want you to make them ache

Hurt me bruise me take my soul
But let my body here
For them , not me , I'm miserable at my best
But I can't let them live in fear

Dear depression
Please subside
We can live together
Just don't make me die

I know I haven't been myself lately
I've been feeling like someone else other than me and just maybe
It's this empty glass of gin, it helps numb my pain inside
Because truthfully, I haven't felt any love from you lately
I'm still in love with you and I've been needing a sign
We both needed our space
You needed someone else's love and time
I never understood how you became so heartless
Until I realized that maybe you just needed mine
Loving you was so hard and it never helped
Because I just couldn't decide between loving you or myself
I know what it's like to lose somebody you love
To feel emptiness as you lose yourself to the drugs
I know what it's like to let go of someone
Because they've hurt you to a point
You're not the person you were once was
I've been dying to live and the devil's been shooting to ****
I just can't help but think if one day, you're thinking of me still