I know I haven't been myself lately
I've been feeling like someone else other than me and just maybe
It's this empty glass of gin, it helps numb my pain inside
Because truthfully, I haven't felt any love from you lately
I'm still in love with you and I've been needing a sign
We both needed our space
You needed someone else's love and time
I never understood how you became so heartless
Until I realized that maybe you just needed mine
Loving you was so hard and it never helped
Because I just couldn't decide between loving you or myself
I know what it's like to lose somebody you love
To feel emptiness as you lose yourself to the drugs
I know what it's like to let go of someone
Because they've hurt you to a point
You're not the person you were once was
I've been dying to live and the devil's been shooting to ****
I just can't help but think if one day, you're thinking of me still