Heart feels so tragic
Everything is nostalgic
I don't feel fine
But everyone is fine

Mind is on the rack
Can't see things at my back
Wondering where things going through
When i know life is true

Things seem so unpuzzled
And battles seem frazzled
I am suffering without grace
Lost without a trace

How can you see goodness
When you're fighting without boldness.




I made this sonnet for you. You will see the rainbow someday. wait for it.....

I long to be known. I long for it because I want to have a connection with people. If I get myself known I will be able to see their lives in beauty. Connection. I want to connect with them. I am yearning for it. As I connect with them I will be able to appreciate the brokennes. Brokenness  that will eventually show its beauty, it's always there and it's always does. Hope and love that keep us to breathing.

I long to be known because I want to be a blessing to others. I do believe that every one of us has something. Something great that brings us together, to get us united. We connect because we want to be united. One heart that has a goal. And that is love. I want to be known because I want to spread out love. I want spread love for my beloved country. I long to tell every one that there is always love. Love every where. and Hope.

People are but...

There are people who are admiring your personality
but haunting your flaws
There are people who speak the good of you
But speak bad things at your back
There are people who smile at you
But curse you whenever you're not around
There are people who love you
But whispering against you

But in this life, there is always someone who will admire you
Without condeming your flaws
They speak good things to you
Without hitting at your back
They smile at you genuinely
Without cursing you around
They will love you purely
Without whispering against you



March 20, 2014

Years ago I met you and we fell in love
We made a promise because we were so young
Because of that we get into our deepest wound
We both know that we have hurt each other

From a short period of time I've been bitter
Overtime I realized that you were big part of my life
You were a blessing in disguise
I was hurt because of you but you've taught me so much
And for that I have learned so much

We both know we made a wrong choice
We've chose the wrong time to fall in love
And didn't realized we were so immature
But we have learned in this nature

I thank you because I met you
Because I met the wrong one
For I know the second time I'd be in love
It will the last and the right one.



March 24, 2014
10:11pm

Vicson Villadares' notes

Everything I see is negativity
Is this how we control democracy?
We're free to choose, it is owned liberty
Isn't our ought to have their loyaty?

I am tired of your complacency
We don't want to settle in mediocrity
Our nation is filled with wasted time
Oh, our nation don't waste mine

Don't burn our bridges
Cause we'll be here for ages
Let us go and walk in our sunshine
Start over and be our hearts

July 21, 2014
3:26 pm

The time is too soon to pass
There's so much pain
My eyes, pain is all I can see
I suppose this isn't what I need

Pain, be gentle to me
Because silence is all I can give
Pain, mold me
Because one day I'd become untouchable
Pain, release me
Because I am tired feeling the pain of the others

Pain be gentle to me.

Oct. 3, 2014
11:58pm
Vicson Villadares' notes

You have offered me your strength
Lifted my low spirit when hope wasn't there
Loved me for what I am even there were faults
You made me happy when I had my faith broken

I was dying and you happened
I told you that pain demands to be felt
And you stay hopeful in everything
You made a lament, cause i was dying

Life is full of twists which we can never predict
You died before i do and it was a great grief
I consider you as a great gift
I met you and had the greatest time of my life

#love #fault #tragedy #longing